ts been occasions when I would wake up with this sense of someone watching me and low and behold, this fool [ex boyfriend] be at the end of the bed [never in the bed] staring at me. He doesn't notice I'm laying there watching him watching me because its dark in the room.
Should I be concerned that the boyfriend I've known for 4-5 years now have no complaints about me and our relationship?
Where should I begin? The beginning is a bit too far but I guess I could start there. Before I do, I would just like to note that life, love, living is what you make it. Whether if its with a companion or alone, its your choice on how it ends.
This is not your normal, "Man how he get around the corner so quick, I know I had him beat!" type talking. He's not having pep talks he having basically full blown conversations with Call of Duty. It doesn't matter which one he's playing hell it don't matter what he's playing right now. The fact that I had to keep looking over my shoulder to try and ease my uneasiness by hoping he had the headphone in talking to someone online like that but nooooo it never happened. That's like going to refrigerator once and seeing there is nothing in there to eat then turning around 5 minutes later returning hoping something is in there.
Well, since you basically hung up on me I guess since I’m through blogging the shit out and actually verbally speaking to you would be like talking to a brick wall. I mind as well just sit here and type it being the fact the Internet isn’t working.
I'm at home on my computer cause even the thought of using that despicable computer of my "boyfriends" makes my stomach hurt. Yea, this is another thread about him. Its not going to many more of these.
I'm sure by now you've tried pronouncing my name and you probably got it wrong. If not you're one of the lucky few. Or you simply know someone else named Asilee, which in itself is rare. My name is pronounced Az-za-lee. A mouth full right? I'm 24 years young and I reside in Cleveland, Ohio. I'm married and have a beautiful son named Adam. I'm a huge gamer and my specialty is computers, graphic design, and IT.
February 23, 2010 by Lee
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