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My blogs can get really weird or random sometimes so those will go here.
R.I.P MegaUpload
With MegaUpload being shut down by the FEDS with 4 of their operators arrested, things can only get worse from here. There are still 3 to arrest and be charged with racketeering conspiracy, conspiracy to commit
copyright infringement. Seems to me this been going on since January 5th. What I didn’t know though was the fact that Swizz Beats is the CEO. Since when?
With the FEDS shutting down MegaUpload today seems like (my husband was just using the site earlier today) that this is only the beginning to the end of the internet. Soon enough the FEDS will be in the news indefinitely.
MegaUpload is a “digital locker” that allows users to store files that can then be streamed or downloaded by others. Its subsidiary site MegaVideo became very popular for the unauthorized downloads of movies and TV shows. Users whose uploaded content proved particularly popular were paid for their participation. -L.A. Times
What I’m not understanding is why were the operators arrested? Weren’t they just running the servers? It’s not like they were allowing the pirated files to be in there, it’s just too many of them. All I can say is MegaUpload has been around for a while but ever since this battle with Universal Music, then all of sudden they’re shut down. My husband believes the music industry got the government in their back pockets — I’m starting to believe it; money talks, bullshit walks.
Damn, now how am I gone watch my Anime now? All those other video players were crapola!
Megaupload and it’s subsidiaries don’t actually own the content on their servers. They only provide off site storage for their users and the public at large. Just as YouTube or Vimeo does. MegaUpload offers to remove any copyright protected content off their servers, provided that the complainant can provide proof of either ownership or license to the protected content. For the US Justice department to blindly close down MegaUpload without proper notification is unconstitutional and smacks of Big Brotherism.
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2011 in review
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2011 annual report for this blog.
Here’s an excerpt:
London Olympic Stadium holds 80,000 people. This blog was viewed about 520,000 times in 2011. If it were competing at London Olympic Stadium, it would take about 7 sold-out events for that many people to see it.
Click here to see the complete report.
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Asilee.com Now Has a Forum!
Asilee.com decided to get with the times and make a forum. For now my forum will be at freeforums.org. You can visit the forum here. Please note that the forum site is fairly new and I haven’t gotten around to making too many posts.
I’m also looking for nice, genuine computer savvy, game savvy people would like to become administrators/moderators/guru’s for Asilee.com forums, if interested, leave a comment, or contact me. Serious inquiries only.
-Lee
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Anyone Mad At Island Paradise’s Developers?
On September 22nd, Meteor Games launched a new update that took majority of the day to upgrade. Well before it upgraded, I manged to get into my island and everything was okay. Got to spin the wheel, grab a few coins, checked on my crops which still had 10-12 hours to finish; checked my animals, trees and etc then I logged out.
Well the following day I go back to my island, I’m missing 1.5 million in coins, all my trees were reset as if I didn’t click on them yesterday, most of my crops were gone and for some reason, ‘Meteor Mike‘ or whatever his name is ‘revived’ my crops [that didn't disappear] that didn’t need reviving.
I know what you’re going to say – why care, it’s just a flash game? I don’t exactly ‘care’ it’s just the amount of disrespect from the developers. They haven’t apologized, haven’t given anyone a response to their ‘Support Tickets’, no update on their fan page – nothing. It’s like the fell off the face of the Earth. A lot of people actually went to Target, Walmart, and online and purchased meteor credits; they’ve played this game since the game was released. I’m assuming a lot of hard work went into their islands.
Speaking of that, a lot of people over at the Island Paradise’s fan page are complaining of missing animals, islands, money, crops, trees etc. This “update” did more harm than good and its got people pissed. Their rating is slowly plummeting as more people complain about the things wrong and missing from the game. People can’t steal from other players islands any more, can’t fish because their rods disappeared or they get a reload error.
I know one thing, if this isn’t a lesson learned to those who supported this game by actually buying items with real money. The lesson to be learned here is…don’t do it. You’ll regret it later, especially if they go all Houdini on you without a simple explanation. The spin wheel is beneficial and if you’re patient, you’ll get meteor credits. Don’t spend your money on these type of games. Nothing is fool-proof but this one should be from here on out.
Well, I’m one of those players that have played since the beginning. I took a break from it for 9 months [I was pregnant with my son] and decided to reinstall the game. Sad to say but I’ll be uninstalling this game and never will I play it again. I was going to wait and see what they were going to do about their mess-ups but it’s been 5 days and no word. So goodbye Island Paradise.
Facebook: Fixing Things That Aren’t Broke
So, how mad are you about the newest and unnecessary Facebook update? Does it infuriate you or no? I’m on the bench here, I’m not sure how I feel at this point. I just know Facebook wasn’t broken 7 updates ago. So why are they’re suddenly changing everything? Only one person knows the answer to that question and that’s Mark Zuckerberg.
I just hope this guy knows what he’s doing. I must question the point of the “subscribe button” and the “top feeds” feature though. I find that the feed is slowly but surely turning into a nuisance for me. I feel uncomfortable looking at my news feed when I log in. It doesn’t even feel like Facebook any more. Another slight annoyance is the ‘Close Friends’, ‘Family’ and ‘Put your city here’ features. I can’t even cut the notifications off. I had to completely remove that feature from my side bar. I’m still getting many amounts of e-mails from the people on these lists.
So I have to ask this, why fix something that isn’t broke? If they’re going to keep changing things like this, why not let us choose how we want our feed to look? That wouldn’t hurt no one. Those who like the new features can have them and those who prefer the older versions of Facebook can have them. Facebook is no longer simple and those who are going to suffer are seniors who keep in contact with their family and friends and the less computer savvy people.
From the reviews I’m reading, not too many people are pleased with the new face of Facebook; especially those who use the mobile app. People are demanding, making petitions to return Facebook back to what it used to be. Although I’m sure their pleas and demands is going to fall on blind eyes, I can understand their frustration. It’s annoying going to bed to things being okay and waking up the next day and everything’s gone to shit. Excuse my language.
I haven’t seen such a large amount of people angry since Netflix changed how they do business. The internet is in an uproar about all these sudden changes without a survey or any comments or feedback from their users. If these cocky bastards did that more often, they wouldn’t be getting so much backlash from their users.
Soon as people get used to the last update, they turn around and make another update that people have to get used to all over again. Talk about a slap in the face. I know Mark don’t have to tell anyone how much he doesn’t care about what the smaller people think about his changes, his actions speak volumes.
As of now over 20,000 people have voiced their displeasure on Facebook’s page. It was supposed to be about friends not a top news story. How does Facebook know what I’m most interested in because so far it isn’t showing me what I want to see. -Angry user
I’m not a foreseer of the future but I think Google+, Twitter, Tumblr and other sites will be receiving new users by the boat loads if this keeps up. Facebook might go the way of Myspace.
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Stuart Stanfield [The Owner of ModtheSims2] is an Alleged Pedophile
Re-posted from: lostaccount
There are some shocking allegations that Stuart Stanfield, the owner of ModTheSims2, is a convicted pedophile, who was placed on the sex register for 5 years in the UK for sexual deviancy and child pornography, then moved to Ireland to escape the register. A friend told me about all this stuff recently and I’m as shocked as you are.
Here are the links:
Link 1
Link 2
Link 3
I’ve saved them in case they vanish mysteriously, as these things tend to do.
Mod The Sims 2 Exposed
As we all know, Mod The Sims 2 (MTS2) is part of the foundation for Sims 2 content and information accessible by the fanbase. With it and its sister site, Sims 2 Community (S2C), owner and administrator Stuart Stanfield, AKA Delphy, has worked to obtain a leader status within the community. You would be hard pressed to find any member of the Sims community who hasn’t heard of Delphy or MTS2, and that includes the Maxiods over at EA. As a leader in the community and thus a role model to others, Stanfield is expected to display a character that the rest of the community can look up to and follow. After discovering the following information, however, it is apparent that Stanfield is not only dishonest, but abusive of his position within the community.
Criminal Charges
In June of 2001, Stuart Stanfield pleaded guilty to 30 charges of making indecent photographs. After his wife contacted authorities, his personal laptop was searched and shown to have, among hundreds of pornographic images, 30 images involving children engaging in indecent acts.
From an article published on thisishampshire.net: [Click Here]
“[Stanfield] admitted to police he had looked at the pictures three times and knew what he had been doing was illegal. He left the images, later found by his wife, on his computer, being “too lazy” to delete them.
He told the court: “He had not been seeking out child pornography but didn’t do anything about weeding out those images involving children. He accepts he is sexually interested in older teenage girls. For his own gratification he has downloaded pornography on a number of occasions but he emphatically denies any suggestion he is a paedophile.”
He was fined £2,500 with £585 costs after Judge Paul Darlow accepted Stanfield had not distributed the material and a pre-sentence report stated he did not present a risk to children. He was also placed on the sex offenders’ register for five years.”
Not long after this occurred, Stanfield moved from the UK to Ireland, where there is no sex offender registry. As a registered sex offender, part of Stanfield’s probation included being barred from travelling to the US (hence the reason he was unable to make it to the EA convention he was invited to and had to send someone else) and having no contact with any minor for five years. He violated that probation by beginning MTS2. Remember, he was charged in June of 2001, and MTS2 was created in March of 2004. This puts Stanfield in the third year of his five year probation, and thus in violation of it. By opening a site for a game with a largely adolescent fanbase, he was putting himself in contact with a considerable number of minors.
Those who have been close enough to Stanfield have all, of course, gotten his personal account on the incident. He offers up the story given to the court, but with changes; he claims he was unaware that the girls in the photos were underage and while he had intended to delete them, didn’t get around to it before his wife discovered them. His interest in older teenage girls proves to be true, according to at least one account of a then 18 year old girl who had an online affair with him late 2005 into 2006. He not only provided her with money to purchase a webcam but to fund other purchases as well.
It appears that Stanfield does indeed pose a risk to children on some level, in spite of the Judge’s thoughts otherwise. A few younger girls, roughly 14-15 in age, have stated that Stanfield, while not soliciting sex from them, has at the very least been extremely inappropriate and overtly sexual with them. One of the girls says that over a course of months she spoke with him in private on MSN, he would frequently solicit personal information from her, asking her things such as how far she’d gone with a boy, what color underwear she was wearing, and what her bra measurments were. When said girl was informed of his history as a sex offender, she attempted to approach the subject with him in conversation, which resulted in him not only claiming the information as untrue, but having a go at her before blocking her.
He has also been confirmed as purchasing a webcam and underwear for at least one minor female, aged 15.
Here’s one of the sources: [Click Here]
Child porn man fined £2,500.
Computer programmer Stuart Stanfield’s wife blew the whistle on him after she discovered child pornography on his computer. Armed with a search warrant, vice squad officers carried out a dawn raid on his West End flat and he immediately admitted to having the material.
Andy Houston, prosecuting at Southampton Crown Court, said Stanfield’s laptop was seized, which showed he had downloaded photos of young girls engaged in indecent acts.
The 25-year-old admitted to police he had looked at the pictures three times and knew what he had been doing was illegal. He left the images, later found by his wife, on his computer, being “too lazy” to delete them.
James Newton-Price, defending, said Stanfield had downloaded hundreds of pornographic images, of which 30 involved children.
He told the court: “He had not been seeking out child pornography but didn’t do anything about weeding out those images involving children. He accepts he is sexually interested in older teenage girls. For his own gratification he has downloaded pornography on a number of occasions but he emphatically denies any suggestion he is a paedophile.”
Mr Newton-Price added that, after the break-up of his marriage, Stanfield had taken an overdose and spent two days in hospital. He also quit his job.
Stanfield, of Quob Lane, West End, pleaded guilty to 30 charges of making indecent photographs.
He was fined £2,500 with £585 costs after Judge Paul Darlow accepted Stanfield had not distributed the material and a pre-sentence report stated he did not present a risk to children. He was also placed on the sex offenders’ register for five years.
I’ve cached the pages in case they are removed. Lots of the evidence has been removed over time,and if anyone has links or pages they’d like to send me, please do.
I always suspected there was something dodgy about Delphy. There is a huge amount of evidence against him out there. Site lookups like Whois etc. can turn up all kinds of truths. If you have kids who use ModTheSims2 I’d tell them to stay away. Personally, I’d call for a total ban on the site. -lostaccount
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Crushspot.com [This blog is long]
For those who hate reading, you mind as well keep it moving because this isn’t the blog for you.
It’s 4:30 in the AM. Husband is sleep, son is sleep and I’m up watching CSI: Miami. So to ease my boredom I’ve decided to blog this morning. Some who know about Crushspot.com may stumble upon this site and see who site the blog belongs to and have something stupid to say when they post this link in a thread. I honestly don’t give a damn, just some things I want to say. I don’t really care what anyone else thinks at this point. It’s too damn early to care. Maybe I’ll care later.
This may be a disclaimer for those who know of this site and is thinking about signing up. Also for my readers, I will like to apologize in advance for the language that will be in this specific blog. I will try to keep it as clean as possible. Moving on…
I will try to make this as short as possible; no promises.
Crushspot.com was founded in 2005. The site consists of Detroiters, lurkers, top rate fiends, a few cool people sprinkled here and there, and the ones I feel sorry for. The site has always had a reputation for having the most assholes. Back when the site began, people showed no mercy. At the time I weren’t posting threads at all. I was what you called a ‘lurker’. Anyway, the people on the site didn’t hold back, someone was getting roasted every 5 minutes. When I began posting threads, people were cruel and mean, telling me to shut up and calling me out my name. My naïve ass would argue back and forth with them and at the same time take notice that to be on this site you have to be an asshole. So as years went by parts of my real personality was put on the back burner. Now I was telling all the n00bs what I felt about their threads. Now that I think about it, that’s pretty messed up. I was them at one point and here I am doing the same shit they did to me and in turn they’ll probably end up being molded into the very same asshole I was, or maybe not. Some managed to be pretty nice and civilized people. It’s a vicious never-ending cycle. nevertheless
Well enough about that. Lets get into the people who run the site today; or at least help run it; the administrators, and mods. Necromantic_Lust, Orgasmo, __________, and a few others I can’t think of at the moment were really good choices. They were fair, they didn’t abuse their powers, and they were cool. They’re admins now and I couldn’t be happier for them, I feel whoever made the decision to make them admins made great choices. Now LoveAFFAIR, and Nazareth_Savage are the last people who shouldn’t run any damn thing. Before I get to them, I have something I need to put out there. I was never the type to post a thread voicing a very biased opinion about someone just because boredom kicked into overtime. Talking shit just to see your font for the sheer sake of keeping up appearances I would assume takes a lot of work.
Anyway, Nazareth_Savage, this character enters threads ass first; that’s where his head is 90 percent of the time. The other 10 percent it’s up someone else ass. This last incident with him ticked me off more than I should have allowed. It light way insulted me. Who in the hell tells someone to get an i7 processor because their motherboard in their laptop blew? The amount of money it would cost to even get an i7 processor for a laptop let alone entertaining the idea of getting a motherboard to replace the one inside the laptop, you mind as well just buy a whole new laptop. But wait, that’s not what really pissed me off, It’s the fact that there was no logic behind ANY of that. An i7 chip set needs to be on a motherboard that takes that socket. Let me rewind a bit though, I’m getting a bit ahead of myself. Who in their right mind will even in entertain getting their laptop raped and molested like that? All because of a battery? Also since when did a laptop stop working altogether because of the motherboard blew without water involved? My point is, this guy was all over the place telling this poor girl everything wrong. Which is why he shouldn’t be administrating any damn thing. There was this one girl on there, she couldn’t make a thread and he’s in there on her ass like white on rice. I felt sorry for her and should have said something but she was holding her own.
He tries to come off as this person whose well-educated but using those big words he think he know in the wrong context. Causing people to secretly dislike him every time he logged on. Seeing him make a thread pissed a few people off. I don’t know who told him this but, just because you’re taking up game design doesn’t mean you know a damn thing about the machine you’re using it on. You can twiddle away on a program and be completely clueless about everything else.
Well onto the next unfortunate S.O.B I had the displeasure of fonting [don't worry grammar/English Nazi's I know that's not a word] to. This chick in particular got her panties too far up her ass. Especially about a certain someone I used to date years ago that also had or have a page on that site. I’m not going to even mention his name. Moving on. Sometimes I wondered how she could stand herself. very seldom did I ever see her have anything nice to say about anything or anyone. Then again, I didn’t pay attention to much of what she was saying to begin with but when I did…
She another person I should have said something sooner to. Whenever she got the right opportunity to do so, she will mention he who shall remain nameless, she would go in on him. Half of the time she got her facts from the crack of her ass. I ignored most of it, other things I didn’t see until late. She’s flippant and she have this persona that she don’t give a shit about anyone’s feelings and she’ll say what she has to say. At the same time she’ll talk all this shit about someone behind their back. Today’s word of the day is yes-hypocrite. The way she is online, the things she say to people and the people who actually can put up with her bullshit makes me wonder how small her circle of friends are in real life. But that’s none of my business. I don’t care that it isn’t either.
People have told others that they dislike these two people intensely but never told them to their face. They’re on a computer just like they are; why they’re afraid I don’t know but I sure the hell ain’t. It’s not a damn thing they can do to me. I’ve already been talked about, I’ve already had rumors spread about me on the site that I didn’t even know about until later. I’ll probably be put on one of those lists they’ll make in a thread close to the end of the year; a “looking back at this years most ‘epic’ and the most ‘tragic’ events” list. That’s just how bored and pathetic people get on there.
I never kissed anyone’s ass on there; for the most part I was myself. I liked anime, designed my own signatures, talked to people who were into the same things I were into. I pretty much kept the same circle of friends the entire time I’ve been on there. If y’all two were on fire, I wouldn’t even put the fire out with someone else piss. The internet is one helluva place.
I shouldn’t read any where about someone bringing up falsified shit about me either. Bringing up an old ass rumor some dead guy [may the bastard rest in peace] made up because he was having a tantrum because I dug in his ass ain’t got shit to do with the now. That’s what people who don’t have enough ammo or any new material do. They start reaching for shit in the past. I don’t have to do that.
Well I’ll be 24 next month and I think it’s time for a change. I’m a wife and a mother now. I can’t be doing the things I’ve done. I’m taking a step back and looking at myself. The shit I said and did on that site was pretty much uncalled for and I’m taking responsibility for my actions. Not a lot of people can do that. I’ve been thinking about making my exit from Crushspot.com for some time. It’s not really an age thing it’s more of a me thing and the people who can’t decipher from reality and the internet so I’ll just make my exit thing. I honestly hope that once they get up from that computer that they turn down the coonery and not give a damn about what anyone that is not of any significance to them have to say.
I just keep telling myself, they’re not paying my bills, feeding my child, putting money in my pockets, keeping a roof over my head, or anything else. They’re not helping me in the slightest so why should I care what they have to say? If anyone who’s a member of CS.com, take this blog how you want, it’s not going to make much of a difference to me. Those that don’t, if/when you sign up to that site you’ve been warned.
So wait a few months or more, post this in a thread, give me all the views , attention and hits you feel I should I have; I won’t even notice.
If you’re still feeling froggy and want to tell me how you feel, the comment section as well as the option to send me an email is open.
Asilee.com’s 3 Year Anniversary
It’s been 3 years this month since I opened this blog. I must say, over the years there have been some characters on here. Especially the stalker trolls. The ones who actually subscribed to me so they can be the first person to say something out their ass. Anyway, I would like to thank my admins for keeping me up to date what’s been going on here; I’ve been busy with having a life and all. School is kicking my ass by the way.
Over the years, I’ve learned a lot of things having this blog. Taught me how to make better blogs that people want to read. I’ve also made some cool friends over the years and they’ve been subscribed ever since. Most of them were either atheists or Sims 3 gamers. The people who come and go on this blog either had a chip on their shoulder or just simply hate themselves. Besides the recent incident, it haven’t been that bad lately. Jimmy the idiot and the racist bigots have calmed down a lot. That’s good.
This blog isn’t going to be long because it’s almost time for bed; I have class at 7:00 in the morning. I should be going to be right this instant so I know I’ll have enough sleep but, eh what the hell I can stay up a little longer. So here’s to another year of Asilee.com and everyone is welcome and will be treated accordingly.
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Kanye West & the Illuminati
The naive and religiously blinded believes every Tom, Dick, and Harry are apart of the Illuminati. Those who believe this have no clue to what the Illuminati means or what it is. They figure because they’re religious and the Illuminati is supposedly people who worship the devil, they think they can go around thinking their shit don’t stink.
People watched Kanye West‘s recent video ‘Power’ and just ran away with it. Immediately figured his video was some form of conspiracy. No telling if it’s true or not but does it really matter? If you’re of religious faith, shouldn’t you just worry about your own ass?
The video is “satanic” it’s filled with “hidden messages“. How do some of you sleep at night? Really I’m serious, from how this one character broke the video down to the last second [the actual song is much longer than the video by the way] I’m starting to wonder:
0:04 Illuminated eyes, hence Illuminati.
0:15 Head of Horus sun god against god/Antichrist.
0:24 Satanic horns.
0:26 No one man should rule, [God should not rule].
0:30 Clocks ticking counting down to 2012.
0:39 System broken school closed prison open=nuclear war/FEMA camps.
0:52 White man world=angel world, demons ruling it.
1:27 Swords combine to make masonic compass and pyramid with an all seeing eye which is on the dollar bill. Which is the Illumination’s sign.
Instead of paying attention to video or ‘moving painting’ as some put it, you should listen to the lyrics of the whole song which is 4:57 long.
I’m livin’ in the 21st century
Doin’ something mean to it
Do it better than anybody you ever seen do it
Screams from the ’80s, got a nice ring to it
I guess every superhero need his own theme musicNo one man should have all that power
The clock’s tickin’, I just count the hours
Stop trippin’, I’m trippin’ off the powerThe system broken, the schools closed, the prisons open
We ain’t got nothin’ to lose, ma’f-cka, we rollin’
Huh? Ma’f-cka, we rollin’
With some light-skinned girls and some Kelly Rowlands
In this white man world, we the ones chosen
So goodnight, cruel world, I see ya’ in the mornin’
Huh? I see you in the mornin’
This is way too much, I need a momentNo one man should have all that power
The clock’s tickin’, I just count the hours
Stop trippin’, I’m trippin’ off the power
‘Til then, f-ck that, the world’s oursAnd then they (Go)
And then they
And then they (Go)
And then theyf-ck SNL and the whole cast
Tell ‘em Yeezy said they can kiss my whole a-s
More specifically, they can kiss my a-shole
I’m an a-shole? You niggas got jokes
You short-minded niggas’ thoughts is Napoleon
My furs is Mongolian, my ice brought the goalies in
Now I embody every characteristic of the egotistic
He know, he so, f-ckin’ gifted
I just needed time alone, with my own thoughts
Got treasures in my mind, but couldn’t open up my own vault
My childlike creativity, purity and honesty
Is honestly being prodded by these grown thoughts
Reality is catchin’ up with me
Takin’ my inner child, I’m fighting for it, custody
With these responsibilities that they entrusted me
As I look down at my dia-mond-encrusted pieceNigga, no one man should have all that power
The clock’s tickin’, I just count the hours
Stop trippin’, I’m trippin’ off the power
‘Til then, f-ck that, the world’s oursHoly, powers, Austin, Powers
Lost in translation with a whole f-ckin’ nation
They say I was the abomination of Obama’s nation
Well, that’s a pretty bad way to start the conversation
At the end of day, goddammit, I’m killin’ this sh-t
I know damn well y’all feelin’ this sh-t
I don’t need yo’ p-ssy, b-tch, I’m on my own d-ck
I ain’t gotta power trip, who you goin’ home with?
How ‘Ye doin’? I’m survivin’
I was drinkin’ earlier, now I’m drivin’
Where the bad b-tches, huh? Where ya hidin’?
I got the power, make yo’ life so excitin’ (So excitin’)Now this would be a beautiful death
Jumpin’ out the window
Lettin’ everything go
Lettin’ everything goNow this would be a beautiful death
Jumpin’ out the window
Lettin’ everything go
Lettin’ everything goNow this would be a beautiful death
Jumpin’ out the window
Lettin’ everything go
Lettin’ everything goNow this would be a beautiful death
Jumpin’ out the window
Lettin’ everything go
Lettin’ everything goYou got the power to let power go
Is Kanye West being a ‘devil worshiper’ paying your bills, putting food on the table, clothes on your back; a roof over your head? Right, thought so. If the Illuminati were truly in fruition, do you really think the would let an ego-maniac that is Kanye West any where near it? I think it’s safe to say that it was better off when people translated his video assuming he was some sort of king surrounded by half-naked white women.
Then again, religion and idiots never mixed. “So goodnight cruel world, I’ll see ya’ in the mornin’”.
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Strange Children & Laps
I was on my way home today; I was riding the ‘HealthLine‘ by the way. There were a lot of people in the bus stop; more than normal. A lot of the travelers were women and had children and strollers. This one particular child was in a stroller sitting in front of her mother. I decided to sit down next to the mother and child; something I prefer not to do but I was really sick and not feeling good earlier and I really haven’t recovered much. Anyway, as I was sitting there the little boy just looked at me and stared, I smiled and then looked away. Then suddenly, the child start crying and he began reaching out for me. It was odd but not too odd, usually this is what happens when I’m around children. As odd as that sound, mind you I don’t really like children and I pretty much try to ignore them.
The boy started reaching for me; grabbing my knee that was within reach. The mother started laughing at her son because she knew what he wanted. She turned to me and said “he wants to sit on your lap”. I looked at her and just shook my head and said “I’m glad I’m not the only one your child does that to, usually I have kids wanting to climb on me all of the time like I’m some tree.” then looked away. Mind you, the kid was and I do mean WAS strapped in his stroller, the mother decided to take her son out of the stroller and hand him to me. My immediate thought was “I could be some damn lunatic and you’re going to just hand me your child so he can shut up?”, but I digress.
I took the child and sat him on my lap and continue to ignore him. He stopped screaming and everyone else who witnessed the fiasco thought it was cute, adorable, and funny. I found it to be stressful, annoying, and sweltering. I had on a long sleeved BLACK shirt, it was almost 90 degrees today, the bus stop was filled with people, I wasn’t feeling too good, and I have a spoiled child, sitting on my lap grinning. I just wanted it to be over with.
Marriage: Living the American Cliché
I shouldn’t go as far as calling it an ‘American‘ cliché but I digress. Marriage to me is pretty much pointless. You spend tremendous amounts of time and money trying to find the one. Most of your resources is wasted on others. It’s like trying to find a needle in a haystack. You set yourself up for emotional heartbreak and hurt. A lot of people are cheated on or discover dark secrets about their partner. Most people aren’t virgins so marriage is pointless. Even if you do find the one and get married, half of all marriages end in divorce. If you are a guy you lose almost everything in a divorce. Money, house, car, everything; and that includes your children usually. So why put yourself at risk? What is the point?
Not only that but why should I need a piece of paper and some piece of metal on my ‘ring’ finger to display my love for someone? Marriage basically to me is like owning a piece of property and I’m no one’s property and I don’t want someone as MY property.
People often times grow up wanting a family, kids and that Pickett white fence with the golden retriever digging a hole in the front lawn; the American cliché. Others want to get married because their parents got married and still are together. All for the sake of having a woman to call ‘wife’. It’s not about the longevity of said marriage and the fear of it not lasting. It’s not that I’m scared of getting married or anything, I just simply find it a waste of time, money and energy.
Why can’t two people just be together? What’s the difference in being girlfriend and boyfriend and husband and wife? I really don’t see a difference between the two. When two people love each other, you don’t need a piece of government endorsed paper that says so. You don’t need the ring, the vows, the wasted ink and paper. Marrying just to marry is just as pointless as the concept of marriage.
What will change once the marriage license is signed? Will I feel different from the seconds before I signed it? Rainbows and unicorns are going to start flowing out my ass, what? I can understand if marriage was some type of cultural nonsense but it’s not and it doesn’t help that I’m an Atheist. There’s no real reason to get married except for religious reasons and I’m not religious so I don’t see the point in getting married. Marriage isn’t for everyone. & if I hurt anyone’s feelings about my decision well there’s nothing I can do or say. I can’t bow down to everyone’s whim just because they want me to. I must do what I feel is in my heart. But do you really need a certificate to say that you love your partner? I don’t.
A marriage is pointless because there is nothing sacred about the ceremony itself, the notion however is respectable. Unfortunately, ceremoniously declaring your love for one another outside a religious context has no legal validity. It’s atrocious how interlocked everything is with religion.
If you truly love someone unconditionally, you don’t need to religiously or legally tie them down.
Listen folks, if you are lucky enough to find someone you want to spend the rest of your life with, don’t ruin it by thinking a marriage is necessary; it’s not. Just stay as you are. Don’t complicate things because that’s when it goes wrong. If somewhere down the line the feeling change and things don’t work out, you can just cut your losses and go your separate ways. No need for divorce lawyers and all that emotional stress that comes with it.
For the record before someone else like that sad case JT who was speaking out of his own mistakes and frustration make another assumption, I’m HAPPILY taken.
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A Sense of Wonder…
I wonder what its like to have haters, is it a great feeling; a sense of accomplishments? Do your self-esteem shoot through the roof? How does one point out a hater for that matter? Its funny because those that are disrespectful and unruly towards me, I don’t consider them haters because I don’t even acknowledge them.
Wouldn’t it be easier to just ignore these people instead of bragging about being famous because you have SO many haters? I have yet to grasp the concept of that though. Just because in your feeble little, pea-sized brain you think you’re famous because you think you have all these haters don’t mean its true. I think most who think like this, KNOWS this. Maybe if you sat and thought about it for more than a few minutes that maybe, you don’t have haters. Maybe people genuinely don’t like you and they don’t want what you have.
Also, just because someones opinion is different from yours doesn’t make them a hater either, that makes you a simple-minded, naive, idiot.
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Using ‘HideMyAss’ will NOT work. Sorry, try again!
‘Hoodstarter/Phillyboy‘ or whatever your name you want to use to try and hide who you are. Besides the fact you claim you’re white one minute and black the next, its quite pathetic that you and others who actually subscribe to a blog made by a person you ‘hate’ would go through such drastic measures to get attention from me. Don’t worry, I’m not flattering myself, I’m just putting it out there that your attempts to get around you and others being blocked is fucking hilarious.
Anyway, using a IP proxy site don’t work. Those that comment using those sites are automatically deleted. Let me also note that this isn’t just for you, this is for the other idiots who believe hiding their IP address will get their comments posted. I must say, you guys go to the extremes to get attention from me. I mean I’m the nobody or the person with no life; as most who get upset about what I do on my blog say, yet you’re trying desperately to get your font read.
Anyway, when all else fails, try… try…to run into something sharp.
Thanks.
XD
Leave a comment all you want but they WILL NOT GET READ/POSTED!
What part of ‘they’re automatically deleted’ are you not understanding?
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Thanks WordPress for finally making a theme I can actually work with!
May 6
Posted by Lee
The theme you see before you my dear readers is the one I’m going to stick with for a long time. Before it was the Vigilance one but I gave that one up when they came up with this one. I actually like this one, its not perfect but its close to perfect. So thank you WordPress for making this theme available for me.
Now if you can make a better block feature because the spam feature just isn’t enough. The idiots/spammers I have in my spam blacklist is very determined/annoying, all they have to do is change their I.P. address or ‘Name’ and then they’re running amuk on my blog once again. Its displeasing enough to have to delete their distasteful comments from the spam folder as it is.
I know I should make it where people have to be logged in to WordPress.com to make a comment but who wants to go through all that just to leave a comment? I have people all over the place who come on my blog for help with numerous things; especially with games; yea if its that important to them they would make an account but why would they just so they can make one or two comments?
Also can there be a better way to close comments on blogs instead of having the ‘close blogs older than one day’ feature? You see how you can change the author to the blogs at the bottom? Why can’t there a feature at the bottom of every single blog for closing comments on one particular blog as well? It will be very convenient. Other than that, I have no other complaints.
WordPress again, thank you for this nice theme.
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