Category Archives: My Rants

Things I find pretty fucked up.

25 Things I’d Rather Do Than Listen to Nicki Minaj

You know what sparked my outrage on this woman? Her latest video: ‘Stupid Hoe’.

  1. Have a pitocin induced vaginal delivery without an epidural. That’s a bit extreme yes but it’s better than listening to someone who sounds like they suffer from a multiple personality disorder. If cookie monster had a girlfriend, she would be the voice behind the puppet.
  2. Have my period for the rest of my life with chronic menstrual cramps. Let’s just say the Hype Williams curse is still in full swing and shows no signs of stopping. First Xtina and now this mess.
  3. Watch a video documentary on Justin Bieber. Spewing pop culture references in rapid, staccato fashion, backed by chimp-simple electronic beats and swearing is not singing, music, or talent. Is the public that starved for entertainment?
  4. Play Vampire Rain a million times over, and then proceed to play Big Rigs: Over the Road Racing. Her niche is being a freak show, and the brainless flash mobs eat it up like fried chicken and waffles.
  5. Pass 10 to 15 kidney stones. Someone press the reset button on this woman. Who in their right minds decided that she was worthy of a Grammy? Award shows are over-rated to begin with but what’s wrong with you people?
  6. Watch a SyFy monster movie marathon. It’s like feeding a stray cat, once you do they never go away. This applies to people who listens to her music and have the audacity to say she’s a god. I wish Hercules would come rip me in two.
  7. Listen to a Rebecca Black and Nyan Cat mash-up. I don’t get Nicky Minaj period. Does she even write the drivel that she sings herself, or are her ‘talents’ strictly limited to chanting nonsense and dressing like a slattern?
  8. Vacation to Cambodia. This woman is in her 30′s she’s too damn old to be making diss tracks about someone who was before her time. If this is her way of trying to get her album to sale, she’s doing a poor job.
  9. Be force-fed snail slime while being forced to watch M. Night Shyamalan‘s rendition of  Avatar: The Last Airbender. The sophomoric insults are getting really old. Does this really qualify for lyricism these days?
  10. Watch two absurdly large women jump up and down on a trampoline while eating Twinkies. I have to say the first time I watched the ‘Stupid Hoe’ video it was very difficult for me to get through, and then I just didn’t have any words. Seeing it a second time on mute out of courtesy for my brain cells I’ve come to a not-so-shocking conclusion: she’s an idiot.
  11. Find hay in a needle stack. After 60 seconds of watching this video, it becomes redundant and makes me not want to live on this planet anymore.
  12. Have a Vuvuzela Quartet follow me around; even to the bathroom. From what I’m understanding, her fans find her to be fun and original. I find her to be an item used to torture hostages.
  13. Eat my own hair follicles. Her style and rapping is ridiculous and so is her thirsty obsession with Lil Kim.
  14. Skip my face across molten lava. Yo Gotti compared her to Lauren Hill. Someone kill me now.
  15. You know those bathroom pictures women make with their faces distorted to look like a fish out of water? Yea, I’d rather look like that for the rest of my life.  She has all the misguided teens and women believing that they’re a Barbie. I’m all for idolizing your idols but that’s borderline brainwashing.
  16. Read ‘The Sound And The Fury’.  Her real name is ‘Onika Tanya Maraj’ and it shocks me that her “fans” doesn’t know this.
  17. Go to a Cleveland Cavaliers game wearing a Lebron James Miami Heat jersey; although wearing his old Cavaliers jersey may have the same outcome. “When I grew up I saw females doing certain things, and I thought I had to do that exactly,” she says. “The female rappers of my day spoke about sex a lot… and I thought that to have the success they got, I would have to represent the same thing. When in fact I didn’t have to represent the same thing,”  Remember when I said she was smart with a good head on her shoulders and that she could be a good influence to the youth? Yea, me neither.
  18. Have a sit down interview with the Kartrashians (Kardashians) about their book ‘Dollhouse’. It’s not just ‘Stupid Hoe’ that needs to go back to the drawing board. Her version of ‘Bedrock’ needs to as well. That song alone may be the worst song in rap history — the song already sucked her version made it worse.
  19. Become a Pokemon Master. She claims she’s bisexual just so her albums can sell. Lowest of the low.
  20. Host a party and have Renaldo Lapuz sing ‘I am Your Brother’ the entire time. Her music may sell on iTunes, she may get awards but it’s not because she’s good. It’s because people don’t have standards these days and with that, you have a catastrophe.
  21. Attempt to have an in-depth conversation with Gucci Mane about habitat for humanity. What does her being rich have to do with anything? Ever think maybe that’s why her music sucks and why people who actually use all five of their senses wish they couldn’t like most of her fans don’t? I didn’t know being rich automatically defined character.
  22. Walk on a mound of Lego’s. People get mad at the truth and are so quick to call you a hater — she sucks. It’s my opinion so build a bridge and get over it.
  23. Super glue myself to Rosie O’Donell’s backside. Don’t worry, this didn’t take long to type up. I didn’t lose any sleep over this blog and after I click Publish, I’ll probably forget I even blogged about her until one of the usual imbeciles come along and drag ‘hater’ and ‘bitch’ through the mud like nobody’s business.
  24. Kiss Lil’ Wayne in the mouth. Does it matter who outsells who? Please don’t set them up just for me to knock them down. Banana’s outsell Apples, beef stroganoff outsells Swedish meatballs. Big whoop. That doesn’t make who outsells who good.
  25. Have Drake’s eyebrows. I’m starting to see who the real ‘Stupid Hoe’ is in the video.

Dear Winton Manor…

May I make a few suggestions? You need surveillance camera‘s. Why you ask? Here’s why:

  • When someone on my floor pulls the fire alarm consecutive nights in a row and then run down the hallway and exit up or down the steps, you’ll be able to catch who did it. So I won’t have to regret moving in here while I rock my son back to sleep from being startled by the women on the intercom.
  • When someone floods the laundry room and fail (or doesn’t care) to tell maintenance which forces people who wanted to wash their clothes go and track down maintenance to let them know.
  • To catch the trifling people who find pleasure in urinating in the hallways and stairways.
  • A lot of buildings have hidden cameras on their elevators, for good reason. People get mugged, harassed; killed on elevators. Other people like to vandalize the elevators or hold the elevator open long enough for it to stop working (the person who stays in 209 does this all the time or she rides the elevators all day).
  • To catch the even more trifling people who leave their garbage in the stairway instead of walking their nasty behinds down the hall and throwing it down the garbage chute.
  • To catch drug activity in the hallways and outside of the accused apartments.
  • So when someone leaves a cart full of garbage and just leaves it there, you will know who did it.
  • To catch when maintenance does something incriminating because they’re just as crooked as most of the people in this building. They half-ass do their jobs and some of them have this smug attitude that I don’t particularly care for.

Mind you, if they know the camera’s are there then putting them there defeats the purpose. People act like animals in this building and it needs to stop.

Update: I just got an invoice under my door. It states:

Dear Residents,

In the past few weeks there has been an increasing amount of vandalism to The Winton Manor, your home. The Winton Manor Management will continue to maintain a quiet and peaceful living experience for its residents. We are looking for those responsible for the vandalism to The Winton Manor. Your cooperation in exposing the person or persons is greatly appreciated.

A reward is available to any one who has information that would lead to the identity of those responsible. Your identity will remain confidential. For more information please contact Mr. John D’Altorio, Operations Manager at (216)377-1315 or Mrs. Davis, Property Manage at (216) 241- 2850.

Thank You

Let me just say, the black community hold strong onto the ‘no snitching’ rule; which I find to be idiotic. They want the police when someone robs their home but if it ain’t got nothing to do with them, they’re not opening their mouths. They may have seen something but if it’s not causing any pain or discomfort to them then they turn the other way. Ok, I’m going off on a tangent here — back to the matter at hand. It’s sickening that to find the people to come forward, they have to be given something. Things like this shouldn’t be in this building. It’s in downtown Cleveland, Ohio for Pete’s sake! You would think there will be a discrimination when it comes to that. No crack-heads or meth-heads that ride up and down on the elevator or hold/block the elevator so it stays on one floor.

When was the last time the stairways were actually scrubbed and disinfected? You’re worried about LEAD! Hmph! There are more other things that can make a child sick. You can’t make this place a peaceful and quiet experience until you get rid of the problems that’s keeping this place from being quiet and peaceful.

This summer was the worst leaving to and fro from this building. Me and my son were harassed and criticized every time I walked past the loiters that were out front or next to the building. You put up signs that reads “no loitering” but do they read and abide? No they do not. What’s the point? They feel they run the place, what makes you think they’re going to follow rules? They smoked, they made noise, they made 9th and Prospect look like 79th and Cedar. All I could do was shake my head and keep it moving.

The fire alarm is always, always going off. It goes off for 10-15 20-25 minutes every time before someone at the desk comes on and say “false alarm”. One day it’s going to be a catastrophe of a fire in this building, no one is going to take it seriously until they see smoke coming under their door or they have lack of oxygen in their lungs.

I finally saw what I think someone finally working on the freight elevator. That thing have been broken since before I moved in (which was in August). What took you guys so long to fix that? What cheap mechanic did you find this time?

Don’t feel bad, it’s not just here, the apartments out in Euclid, Ohio and probably plenty of other places are like this. I’m not living there though, I’m living here.

Why oh why does the woman who comes on the intercom tell people to not use the elevator when there are people in here who uses wheelchairs? There isn’t a ramp so if there was a fire what you expect them to do? Burn to death? Wait on the firemen to come to their aid and carry all them downstairs on their backs? If I were in a wheelchair and I was looking for affordable place to live, no ramp or other safety precautions available for me to make it downstairs when need be would have made me roll in the other direction.

I know there is a slew of people running around vandalizing the building like little children but there are more pressing matters here. The garbage chute should never be packed…never. It’s contradicting and wastes the person’s time when they come out and spray for roaches. Speaking of that, you seriously need to stop wasting your money. That stuff doesn’t work. COMBAT GEL does. Send out a letter to all the residents in the building to get some combat gel. I know some are hip already. Combat gel cleans them out pretty fast. Put that money you’re wasting on sending out someone to spray on getting a better chute system. It’s ridiculous and disgusting!

There are people in this building that want the same things I want. They want order and they want the vandalism to stop, they want the ignorance to end. I know this will probably never make it to any of you who run or live in this building and I don’t care. I won’t be here no longer than I need to be. Before I leave though, I will be taking photos and posting them here so people don’t think I’m making this crap up.

Sincerely, Asilee

Console Gamers are so Judgmental

Sometimes I wonder if people think before they speak. It’s okay to be a console only gamer but to be judgmental towards PC gamers with no prior knowledge is pretty insulting to me. It’s always the ones that never owned a gaming PC a day in their lives — never saw one either that always have something to say. “PC gaming is dying”, I rather use a controller than a mouse and keyboard”, blah, blah, blah! One, PC gaming isn’t dying, and two, you can use a controller on any and every game; you can even use a controller to browse your computer. I didn’t want to end this year blogging about this subject again but enough is enough. Yea, I know I’m wasting my time but ‘my time’ are the operative words. I would like to see beautiful graphics and processing speeds on a console of 2012 on a 2005-2006 consoles — without upgrading that is. People think you have to upgrade your computer specs every time something new comes out. That’s not true, if you do it right the first time, you shouldn’t have to upgrade your computer for the next 3-4 years. The money people wasted on a Blu-ray player that just so happens to play video games I can buy the parts to make a cheaper gaming rig. I’d prefer to sit down and relax to play video games than flailing my arms, risking punching someone else or myself in the throat with my hand. Let’s not get on the accidents people have caused from playing the Wii. Low and played out blows to consoles I know but they are very valid. After awhile there’s only so much kicking someone in the shins or watching over-priced DVD‘s you can do before you’re no better than playing them on a PC.

I believe “PC gaming is dying” is a cop-out; scapegoat for those who are naïve on the subject. The foolishness needs to stop. Knowledge is power and once you get in the know, then you can have an opinion on PC gaming. A lot of games which at first were PC exclusives were influenced for consoles, yes that’s where most gamers are at the moment, that because people think you have to use a mouse and keyboard (which is in fact the worst way to play a video game besides Minecraft) for all the games, or the fact that what’s on the console is more enticing than what’s on the PC.

If it wasn’t for PC’s, you wouldn’t have console games. Which brings me to my next part of my rant. These console ported pieces of crap these developers is doing; let me just say, I’m not happy about that. Make the damn PC game first and THEN the console game, why do things ass-backwards?

Anyway, if you’re going to be a PC gamer bashing console fan-boy/fan-girl, at least be educated and bring the facts to the table and not some biased opinion because you’re too lazy to think outside of the box for once in your life. Give PC gaming a try before bash PC gaming, otherwise, you’ll look stupid.

Also, before I close…Alieware and the like does not count as far as “expensive gaming” goes. Only a dummy would buy them pieces of over-priced crap — especially now that Dell took over.

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Dear WordPress, can I have my old dashboard back?

I know change is inevitable at times but this is not one of those times. There was nothing with how things were before you changed them. Now when I click under ‘My Blogs’ I have to click on stats, then click on ‘dashboard’. I’m used to going straight to my blogs dashboard from ‘My Blogs’ You also taken out the option to quickly transition from one blog to another. That was one great key feature. Now, I have to go back out to the WordPress Dashboard, click under ‘My Blogs’ and select a blog I would like to go to. Before I could just go to the top of the page and go to the drop down menu, hover over said blog and select, ‘new post’ etc. Why are you making things more difficult? Leave fixing things that aren’t broken to Mark Zuckerberg.

Thanks,

Lee

You Know What Grinds My Gears?

People have their vices and most of the time they cannot be helped but when someone tries and take their vices and turn them into excuses on why they begin to grind my gears, then things get ugly.

  • Don’t pour you a glass of juice and you get down to a drop and decide at that moment that someone else might want some and put the rest back in the fridge. Finish the rest! I’d be less pissed off if you finished it and didn’t leave a corner of juice left in the fridge you’re doing me a service.
  • If I say, this is for everyone, not just you. Don’t go and take it upon yourself and drink/eat it all because I left the house to take care of some business like I’m never coming back. I know you’re not death, you heard me when I said “WE’RE SHARING THIS!”
  • I don’t care how long that Ice cream is sitting in the damn freezer it’s mine, don’t touch it without asking. Just because I haven’t touched it in 2 days doesn’t mean it’s automatically yours. There will be a lot less arguing if you respect my wishes.
  • All I ask is to clean up after yourself, that don’t mean rinse off most of the crumbs in your bowl or plate and then sit the dish in the sink for me to finish. How long is it going to take you to clean up after yourself huh? It’s not like I’m asking you to run across Cleveland to run an errand.
  • Don’t tell me to smile or that “it ain’t that bad”. How do you know it “ain’t that bad”? Did you see the reason behind why I’m frowning to make that assumption? Did I stop you on the street and tell you why I was frowning? You want to take a walk in my shoes and then tell me, “it ain’t that bad”? No? Okay then don’t tell me “it ain’t that bad” when you don’t know if “it ain’t that bad” or not.
  • People who feel the need to take a step back into the 1930′s and call me a racial slur. Then get upset when I’m not upset. Right when you get upset because I’m not upset, you’re going to be that much more upset when I laugh in your face.
  • The PC vs Console debate. There is no comparison. If you don’t know the system stats of said console or said PC, just shut your trap and open up a book. Reading the features and comparing them between other consoles and PC’s doesn’t make you aware of anything.

Don’t mind me, I’m just mad at the world because I’m out of orange juice and soda.

Dha = The; Yew = You: Utter Foolishness

Sometimes I have to vent and this is one of those times. Recently it seems my patience has gotten shorter. Let me be the first to say that my English isn’t great and I’m fine with that, but when people deliberately make themselves look more dumber than they are then I must speak up.

What’s killing me is this new word forming style and sadly the people who type that way find it cute. I’m not talking about teenagers and children doing it, they get a pass; I’m talking about people in their mid 20′s to 30′s.

Why substitute one letter just to replace it with another? The examples I’ve seen are as follows:

  1. You – Yhu, Yuh, Yew
  2. The – Dha, Tha, Dah

Why? Why can’t you just type ‘you’; ‘the’? It’s the same amount of letters and takes the same amount of keystrokes. No, you’re not making a long word shorter [ie: 'da' 'n' 'u'] you’re adding equal amount of letters I guess to look different. I know you’re probably not aware, but typing like I’m typing is whats in at the moment; it’ll forever be in style.

Either way just stop it. Those years where you could actually get away with acting naïve and unaware are over. You’re 25-35 years old trying to converse with someone about politics using ‘dha’, and ‘yew’. I know people are lazy but how hard is it to press the letters y.o.u on your keyboard?

How do you aim towards looking like a fool? How can you promote your music, art, – hell anything when you type that way? When you type like that, that’s all people will focus on. It probably lead people in the other direction. I’m trying to help you out here, you’re not doing any favors typing that way.

The only places where that foolishness is acceptable:

  1. Relatives.
  2. Public forums filled will the same people who type the way you do.
  3. Youtube videos about rap music [ie Gucci Mane, Lil' Wayne].
  4. Texting.
  5. [Can't think of any more - it was hard thinking of those].

Even then it’s not acceptable. You’re striving and excelling in the wrong areas. Do you type like that on your résumé? Do you write like that on applications? I truly hope not.

It’s no longer “unique” if everyone is doing it. I only made this PSA because someone got mad at me because I asked them why they type the way they do. They simply said, “becuz itz dha intenet n i can type how i wanna”. Well since it’s “dha intenet”, don’t ask me to listen to your music or critique your designs.

Also whats with people replacing their g’s with q’s? Really? Does doinq this make you feel special or somethinq? I know your brain wants to type it the correct way but you somehow mange to force your fingers to type like you’re missing keys on your keyboard. I know this because my brain just did.

Okay, I’m done.

“You’re a Cracker in Nigger skin…”

Let me start off by saying, what…the…fuck!?

Okay, of all the things, I read and heard in my life this is by far the most ridiculous. This character; this coward, this fucking pompous idiot who was obviously beat as a child. Comes waltzing his dumb ass across my blog; looks around, makes a few clicks then decides to contact me and tell me that I’m a ‘cracker in nigger skin’ and that I shouldn’t be listening to Metallica, building/fixing computers, being myself mostly because I’m trying to be them and that’s something I’m not.

First of all, if it wasn’t for blacks, rock music wouldn’t exist. Let’s name a few, Funkadelic, Jimi Hendrix, Muddy Waters, etc etc. We paved the way for Metallica, Slipknot, Disturbed, even the washed up Linkin’ Park. I listen to all of them and there is not a one of you racist bigots going to stop me. I’m going to be myself until I take my last damn breath.

If ignorance is bliss then that son of a bitch was sitting on cloud 9. Normally I wouldn’t get upset over the word nigger because, it’s just a word. But to say, I’m a cracker …in nigger skin is the most outrageous shit I’ve ever witnessed. There are so many things wrong with that statement and anyone who thinks like this don’t deserve to breathe let alone procreate. I must say, it was creative though. He must have some true hard feelings for people of color. Or maybe he’s just a sad and lonely – pathetic piece of shit who is looking for his 15 minutes of fame. Well your 15 minutes is up missy and so is this article.

Sweetest Day is NOT Just For Men

The whole meaning to Sweetest Day is really messed up for people. If you want to know what Sweetest Day is and who originated it, keep reading.

Sweetest Day

During America’s Great Depression, a man from Cleveland organized many people in an effort to provide a small token of friendship to the underprivileged, shut ins, orphans, and homeless. Today the holiday has expanded to include small tokens of appreciation to friends and neighbors too. These tokens of appreciation can be small gifts or small acts of kindness. This event is repeated on the third Saturday in October.

Some candy maker in my hometown is the creator of this day. Yet people take it where that this holiday was made for the men sense Valentines Day was for women. Well since people can’t seem to figure out what Valentines Day is:

Valentines Day

Valentine’s Day or Saint Valentine’s Day is a holiday celebrated on February 14 by many people throughout the world. In the English-speaking countries, it is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine’s cards, presenting flowers, or offering confectionery.

Where does it say that is just for women? Everyday should be a day to express how much you love someone. Just like Christmas for you silly Christians should be everyday that you want to give, share and all that other lovey-dovey crap. I don’t know who put it in people’s head that women have their day and men have theirs when it comes to Valentines and Sweetest Day. That is just totally idiotic.

Since When Does, “I have Black friends so I’m not racist” Justify for Anything?

I have piles and piles of black friends. They come to my home, I marry them, they use my bathroom. I treat them just like everyone else.

I got that from here. My thing is this, why do people tend to pull that I’m not racist because I have black friends card so much? Having black friends doesn’t necessarily mean you aren’t racist. People can smile in someone face and hate them behind their back day in and day out. Yes I know there are people out there who aren’t racist I know this, but I’m not talking about them. I’m talking about the ones that feel they have to prove something to someone about who they befriend. For example my friend; from what I’m about to say you are going to wonder why I’m friends with him but so what. Well he’s racist, we’ve been friends for almost 6 years now; it’ll be 6 in November. He don’t like blacks but he’s my friend and I’m his. Is he truly my friend to my face and behind my back? Yes. I don’t think a guy like him would risk his life to save mines if he wasn’t a true friend, but that’s another blog on another day.

What I’m saying is, if you aren’t racist…you don’t have to say you’re friends with a bunch of people of said race. You don’t have anything to prove to those who say you are. It gets depressing to see so many people get offended and their scapegoat is that worn out, “I have black friends” card.

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The Writers at Young and the Restless Make Me Sick!

It’s a shame when you know whats going to happen before it actually happen. My thing with this soap was that it was good years ago but now they’re throwing all these far-fetched ass story-lines around it’s not making any sense. Sharon goes into labor and Adam just so happens to be there with Dr. Taylor so its obvious he knows about Sharon going into labor and its also obvious that he’s going to try to steal her baby to give to Ashley.

I think if it actually goes down like that, I will no longer be a fan of Y&R. I never liked Bold & the Beautiful but I think I will begin watching that instead of that crap the Young and the Restless writers are conjuring up. What’s so stupid is Ashley’s pregnancy, she has a miscarriage and she’s so stupid to see that she’s not pregnant. Plus what type of mother don’t go to her prenatal appointments? They make her this deranged lunatic and for weeks all she was a soggy ball of tears.

The storyline with Adam is retarded as hell. How long is a blind man going to get away with all of what he’s gotten away with? He’s like Dennis the menace except he’s blind. I truly believe that I can come up with better story-lines than the ones they have come up with. Y&R is getting pretty pathetic, not even the Cancer storyline with Lily is making much sense either. The only sensible thing out of Y&R is the write-out of Colleen.

As of today I’m no longer a fan of Young and the Restless, damn waiting for Sharon to have her baby, I don’t think I can take another agonizing episode of Y&R. The writers messed up a good soap royally.

I would hate to see what this show would look like a year from now.

How the hell is Ashley going into labor in this recent episode? How the hell is Sharon and Ashley having their baby at the same time if Ashley miscarried? How did the writers magically giving Ashley a huge bump if she miscarried months ago? Yea, I’m pissed, the writers suck really damn bad right about now. Good bye Y&R, hello B&B.

Check out my latest and recent rant about Y&R here.

Seems People Didn’t Give A DAMN About Michael Jackson Until He Died…

Michael Jackson was the KING of Pop. Just recently I was thinking about how people would react if Michael Jackson died and look what happened, I turned out to be right. Seems like the people who were calling him all those names about him being a molester are feeling bad that he died. No, don’t feel bad now that he’s gone, you didn’t give a damn about him before, it shouldn’t matter now either that he’s gone right?

I know who is going to have a ball with this though, the creators of South Park and Family Guy. They don’t give a damn about anything so everything is fair play in their ball park.

Those who call him a molester or have something irrelevant to say, well how do you know exactly if those accusations about him being those things were true? The main ones who were saying all of those cruel things about him were in fact white and NEWS FLASH! Micheal Jackson is black, kind of funny isn’t it? A black man getting away with things he didn’t or did do; whatever it may have been. Hell, look at R. Kelly, he pissed on a broad.

People want to try and take back things they’ve said about Michael Jackson like that’s suppose to change anything. That just mean you didn’t mean it in the first place. This monkey-see monkey-do shit has got to stop. Have your own mind for once, just because one or so people think one thing doesn’t mean you have to follow them like its Twitter.

Wasn’t any proof for those accusations about him being a molester or he would probably be in jail. So regardless if he was found innocent based on proof or not doesn’t mean squat that he’s dead. I bet those who are saying all those stupid things still like his music, probably never stopped. People saying, “good ridden” and  “AT LAST!” fail to realize he’ll never be dead. His music is still here and that’s what he’s famous for. I’ve always been a fan of Michael Jackson and I know no one is perfect so to hold something against someone based on what the media says is stupid as hell.

Don’t give a damn about him now that he’s gone if you didn’t give about him before.

You don’t know me…

-Sigh-

Of course there are people out there with opinions that they try to convince others that they’re facts. Then we got fools who don’t have no facts but assume they know the deal about me for example. Going off what I have been posting in the last week or so doesn’t mean thats all I play. Just because you see the recent games that I played on my gamertag doesn’t mean thats all the hell I play. Just because you can’t even imagine what it would look like to actually sit next to a gamer let alone try and make sarcastic comments about a gamer doesn’t mean what you’re saying is true. Making assumptions about someone you will never meet or know a day in your life is pointless. Yes, I’m a gamer and I shouldn’t have to prove that to anyone but myself.

People can’t just assume shit about someone just based on what they see what the person blogs about or whats on her gamertag. If I went around doing that to people I bet I would be the farthest from the truth with most. I barely play my Xbox 360 any more, I’ve just finished building my gaming PC so excuse me if I don’t list all the games in my blog that I do play or did play or will play. My blog isn’t based on JUST video games. I can’t cover everything in under a month. People who type “LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL” after a tired ass joke fail to realize that they’re the ones they’re laughing at.

People can be so lame because they use their computer as a security blanket, knowing they would never approach someone like that in real life. They would keep all of what they want to truly say in their heads. Its easier to assume what people are/aren’t online. You can’t get all of the facts and details about someone through a font on someones blog especially if you’re going by the content. So the idiot that felt they knew me based on my blog and what was in it, do you feel better? Would you like a damn cookie?

Also, people like me can have every last system that came out with working cords, remotes, and games to most of them but that does not make them a gamer. Building a gaming PC doesn’t make them a gamer either, so lets just clear the airways on that shit before someone tries to use that as a rebuttal. So Lippy or whatever name you used to make your tired ass joke, do you even KNOW what makes a gamer a gamer? You probably don’t because all you could mention was Guitar Hero and The Sims 3. How fail are you? You can, “LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL” all you want but, I’m still going to be a gamer no matter how you or anyone else feel. No matter what you or anyone else assumes.

Furthermore, if anyone, thinks they’re a gamer because they play The Sims 3 and or Guitar Hero well fine okay, people have their OWN definitions but no that doesn’t define mine. So again, know the facts before assuming shit about a gamer you don’t know.

If you must know, my forte is IT if you don’t even know what the hell that is its Information Technology. I rather build gaming PCs than actually play them. I rather design video games than actually play them. I write programs more than I actually play video games. Go ahead and base what you see on what you don’t. Everyone don’t have to talk like a rocket scientist to actually be one. Who likes talking like they ate a Merriam Webster any damn way?

Being a sexist bastard will get you no where! Especially when you don’t know shit about the person.

Markiss

Markiss,

You sad excuse for human life. I trusted you, cared, for you, cared about you, adored you, fell for you, learned from you. Now I hate you, I can’t stand you, The only thing I feel I have is pain when I think of you. If I ever see you, I would probably slap you, I would probably disown you. I would show you, that I was the man way before you. I will tell you that you are a liar and that no one should believe you. You hurt me and I can never forgive you. 9 months wasted on you, hours thinking about you, days wasted wondering why I didn’t leave you. You asked me out to the movies after you left me and told me I had to pay for you. You used me and left me and you ask me to still be friends with you, when all I did was wanted you. I never judged you, I never lied to you, I never cared about no ones hateful words towards me about you, I stood up for you. Now I can do is fucking hate you. You wasted my damn time, you wasted both of our time; you should of told me that I should even be with you. Its obvious I was too damn good for you, I never even told you I love you, cause I really didn’t love you. I adored things about you, in you. I accepted who you are until I realized that wasn’t you. A liar, user, thief, abuser is you. A cold-blooded backstabber is you. Going to the movies with you, going to the mall with you, walking with you, going to gatherings on Holidays to be with you. Valentines day what you did no one ever did, and I loved that about you, I didn’t care about what my family thought about you. Then…

You leave me and look what you got out of it. You got a STD from a bitch you left me for. You called me up on my cell phone apologizing for trying to blame it on me when I was clean. You the one that stalked my myspace and called me trying to get me to see you. You attempted to try and make me be your friend again. You tried to fish around in my private life to see if I was taken. You did all those things because you did this to yourself. I warned you, I told you, I wouldn’t do shit to hurt you.

You up and left me with no type of explanation. You broke up with me on Myspace, you fucking toyed with me damn heart. At the end though, it was you who got played, you the one who got burned, you the one who got hurt, you the one who is fucked, you who didn’t give a rats ass about yourself. Now live with yourself, don’t try to ever convince me to come see you don’t you ever attempt to message me on Myspace just to get a reply from me you knew you didn’t want. Don’t get bitter and be all about money now. You did this, you started this now its me who has to end it.

Let me tell you something Markiss…

You are weak, you are sorry, you are pathetic, you are bitter, you are stupid, you are phony, you are waste of life. I just want you to disappear from my memories forever. You didn’t give a damn when I told you I miscarried, that shows what kind of man you are. You aren’t one, you are sad excuse for anyone’s son. If your moms knew the shit I knew she would wouldn’t even look at you.

I hate the thought of you, I can still smell you, I can still hear you, I can still see you. I just want to forget you, hurt you, smack you, beat you, almost kill you. My heart boils in rage about you. This isn’t about me being bitter; there is no such thing dealing with me. This is about you and a day I won’t never be able to get over. February 24 is the worse day and you made it that way. You did this to me, you hurt me, you left me, you used me, you convinced me, you played me, you tricked me. You at the end got exactly what you deserved a dose of a reality but you still sit and act like you know me, you still sit there on that phone and laugh shit off when I know good and damn well you’re sour on the inside, you are the one who need to feel what I felt that day. One day, you just might.

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