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What is it about death that has people “quivering” with fear? I know what a way to open a blog right? Eh it is what it is. I digress. So I wonder why people fear death. It seems as though because it has a negative connotation attached to it that it’s taboo or makes it just that much more to be feared. For me I embrace it. It’s nothing to fear nor anything to be stand-offish about. It’s not something I believe to be taboo, rather to be embraced and all that it entails. I’ve also been thinking on suicide and why people view it as such a bad thing. I see it as the ultimate release/ freedom.  The only down side is the fact that I view it as being the ultimate from of selfishness. Like if I didn’t actually give a rats ass about the people I love then I’d certainly do it. When you die, people “may” morn for a while, however you will soon be forgotten. It will go from thinking of you consistently, to every now and then, to once a year maybe. Why? Even when you die of “natural” causes it will be the same way. Morn for a bit, remembered, then forgotten. So what’s the difference between suicide and natural death? For me I see no “real” difference other than people think when you take your own life it’s a bad thing and for those “religious” folk you will go to that place where and evil red man will have is way with your soul for allllll of eternity.  That in and of itself is laughable!! Again I digress. To me it seems that life PERIOD is a big FUCK YOU that you consistently either try to get away from, or make the raping a bit easier by finding lube when and where you can. Shits sad and I’m truly tired of it. I’ve thought on death before however not with such clarity. It’s like clear why it’s okay and nothing to fear. If you haven’t noticed I don’t see much wrong with it at all. It’s fucking awesome to me. Again, I digress. This whole I idea of “The pursuit of happiness shit?! It’s for the fucking birds! Why do I view it as such you ask? Well I thank you for your interest. Let me shed some light on that for you. You are constantly on a fucking grind behind the 8 ball trying to make sense of things. Who is truly happy now-a-days? Money makes no one happy, so what is true happiness? We constantly run after it like rats in a maze never to actually obtain it or, to have it for only so long then lose it, only to start from the beginning. It’s like hitting reset on your game before reaching a save/check point. Fuck that! It all seems to be a big joke to me. Seems as though we are here, no real resources, and someone says “do the best you can” all while “taking notes” from a distance or behind some two-way glass mirror. The thought of my life being one big LOL doesn’t really sit well with me. I just think differently and not in the norm. In summation, death isn’t such a huge deal. Its peaceful, empty, freedom, what’s the big deal? ~Tis All~