Even when it's not my fault it's my fault. When I don't settle for things others would sit back and watch themselves get mentally beaten over, I speak up. Seems that speaking up and voicing out my emotions is a recipe for things to go downhill. I'm pretty much getting ridiculed and scrutinized for being Asilee. I can't change overnight but people expect me to. I get hung-up on, I get the back-turns and the luxury to watch people pack their things without saying a word.
The stats helper monkeys at WordPress.com mulled over how this [Asilee.com] blog did in 2010, and here's a high level summary of its overall blog health:
As I mentally and emotionally wave goodbye to last year, I can't help but think about how crazy 2010 was. A lot of crazy things as well as good things happened last year. That's probably why 2010 felt so long for me because of what I've been through. At the beginning of 2010 my last car accident that had the whole right side of my body messed was still fresh in mind from 2009. Besides that I went through a crazy break-up that left me walled and closed up; I pretty much lashed out at anyone who got close. The miscarriage of November of 2009 didn't do much for how I felt about life either. Which makes my pregnancy now so very emotional.
I'm sure by now you've tried pronouncing my name and you probably got it wrong. If not you're one of the lucky few. Or you simply know someone else named Asilee, which in itself is rare. My name is pronounced Az-za-lee. A mouth full right? I'm 24 years young and I reside in Cleveland, Ohio. I'm married and have a beautiful son named Adam. I'm a huge gamer and my specialty is computers, graphic design, and IT.
January 13, 2011 by Lee
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