Monthly Archives: September 2010
“You’re a Cracker in Nigger skin…”
Let me start off by saying, what…the…fuck!?
Okay, of all the things, I read and heard in my life this is by far the most ridiculous. This character; this coward, this fucking pompous idiot who was obviously beat as a child. Comes waltzing his dumb ass across my blog; looks around, makes a few clicks then decides to contact me and tell me that I’m a ‘cracker in nigger skin’ and that I shouldn’t be listening to Metallica, building/fixing computers, being myself mostly because I’m trying to be them and that’s something I’m not.
First of all, if it wasn’t for blacks, rock music wouldn’t exist. Let’s name a few, Funkadelic, Jimi Hendrix, Muddy Waters, etc etc. We paved the way for Metallica, Slipknot, Disturbed, even the washed up Linkin’ Park. I listen to all of them and there is not a one of you racist bigots going to stop me. I’m going to be myself until I take my last damn breath.
If ignorance is bliss then that son of a bitch was sitting on cloud 9. Normally I wouldn’t get upset over the word nigger because, it’s just a word. But to say, I’m a cracker …in nigger skin is the most outrageous shit I’ve ever witnessed. There are so many things wrong with that statement and anyone who thinks like this don’t deserve to breathe let alone procreate. I must say, it was creative though. He must have some true hard feelings for people of color. Or maybe he’s just a sad and lonely – pathetic piece of shit who is looking for his 15 minutes of fame. Well your 15 minutes is up missy and so is this article.
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Left 4 Dead ‘The Sacrifice’ Trailer
This is by far the best Video game trailer ever. Left 4 Dead – er I mean Valve did a good job with this one. So much was said with no words. My eyes got huge when I saw those three tanks. I sat on the edge of my seat when Bill ran towards them with a molotov, I was feeling like Zoey when the camera was veered towards her. I said “no Bill”. Valve should make a movie.
I am totally looking forward to this Downloadable content. I am SO glad that they didn’t forget about Zoey, Francis, Bill, and Louis; the true survivors of Left 4 Dead. I know they said they weren’t done with the original cast but it’s great to know it just wasn’t empty words to keep people happy.
& to think I was just playing Left 4 Dead earlier. My roommate was shocked that I was still playing it. I told him, real fans; dedicated fans still love play the first one. Lets see the boycott-ers boycott this. Doubt it though. They’re so quiet you could probably hear a cat piss on cotton if it was just them in the room with this DLC.
Question:
Is Bill really cut from the series? I mean I heard rumors that the person who did his voice passed away or whatever but that shouldn’t stop production. Who is in his spot? It can’t be Left 4 Dead with only 3 survivors. Why Bill though? Why not – wait, I love them all. If it’s true…why Bill? Man…I’m going to be upset if Bill is gone.
Wait…it’s called ‘The Sacrifice‘. I just added 2 and 2 together…BILL NO!!!!
Okay yea, just did some research. I’ve been on a gaming hiatus and didn’t get to play The Passing:
Bill is killed sometime prior to the events of Left 4 Dead 2‘s The Passing when he sacrificed himself to raise the bridge for the other three Survivors. According to The Sacrifice’s comic, Bill likely died protecting the other Survivors from three simultaneous Tanks.
But still BILL NOOO!!! Why did he have to go out on a “I’ve lived my life, you guys is just now starting to” bit! *sobs* If you haven’t noticed by now Francis is my favorite.
The Sacrifice DLC for L4D1 is a separate download than The Sacrifice for L4D2.
In The Sacrifice for Left 4 Dead 1 gamers receive the complete Sacrifice campaign with maps playable in Campaign, Versus, and Survival.
In The Sacrifice for Left 4 Dead 2 owners receive “The Sacrifice” campaign playable with the Left 4 Dead Survivors. In addition, those with Left 4 Dead 2 receive L4D’s “No Mercy” campaign. Both campaigns are playable in Campaign, Versus, Survival, and Scavenge modes and both will feature the Left 4 Dead 2 Special Infected, items, and weapons.
“The Sacrifice” will be available for download on Xbox Live for 560 Microsoft Points and free to all PC gamers.
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Me & My Graphics Card
I would had loved to get the EVGA GeForce GTX480 but it cost hundreds more [I got this one for $169.99. The original price was $229.99]. The only problem I’m having with this card at the moment is The Sims 3. I should say The Sims 3 have a problem with my card concerning compatibility issues. When I cut the game up to it’s highest settings, it crashes straight to desktop. It didn’t do that with my GeForce 7950. Then again, that card is compatible with The Sims 3 and is a damn good card.
Newegg should send me some type of deal for being a constant customer. I’ve bought several items from them in under 2 weeks. My 25″ Hanns-G monitor will be here tomorrow.
Graphic Card stats:
- 336 CUDA Cores
- 1024MB and 768MB models
- DirectX 11 Support Done Right
- NVIDIA 3D Vision Surround
- NVIDIA PhysX Technology
- NVIDIA CUDA Technology
- Award Winning EVGA Support/Utilities/Community
| EVGA GeForce GTX 460 | |
| Part Number | 768-P3-1360-TR |
| Core Clock Speed | 720MHz |
| Processing Cores | 336 |
| Memory Clock Speed | 3600MHz |
| Memory Bandwidth | 86.4GB/sec |
| Shader Clock Speed | 1440MHz |
| Bus | PCI-E 2.0 |
| Interface | DVI-I, DVI-I, Mini-HDMI |
| Product Warranty | 2 years warranty upon registration |
25″ Hanns-G Monitor stats:
Hanns·G HZ251HPB Black 25″ 2ms X-Celerate OD 1080P Widescreen LCD Monitor 300 cd/m2 X-Contrast 15,000:1 DCR (800:1 typical) Built-in Speakers.
Comes with:
LCD Monitor
Quick Start Guide
Warranty Card
VGA Cable
HDMI to DVI Cable
Power Cable
Audio Cable
Support Disk
and a free wall mount.
I’m like a kid at a toy store. I’m planning on getting me another processor too. It’s going to be AMD because that’s what my MSI motherboard takes – duh. I do know one thing, I’m going to be in gaming heaven when my monitor gets here.
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Rock Band 3 Full Setlist
2000′s:
- Amy Winehouse, “Rehab”
- At the Drive-In, “One Armed Scissor”
- Avenged Sevenfold, “The Beast & the Harlot”
- Dover, “King George”
- The Bronx, “False Alarm”
- The Flaming Lips, “Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots Pt. 1”
- HIM (His Infernal Majesty), “Killing Loneliness”
- Hypernova, “Viva La Resistance”
- Ida Maria, “Oh My God”*
- Juanes, “Me Enamora”
- Metric, “Combat Baby”*
- Paramore, “Misery Business”*
- Phoenix, “Lasso”*
- Poni Hoax, “Antibodies”
- Pretty Girls Make Graves, “Something Bigger, Something Brighter”
- Queens of the Stone Age, “No One Knows”
- The Ravonettes, “Last Dance”
- Rilo Kiley, “Portions for Foxes”*
- Riverboat Gamblers, “Don’t Bury Me…I’m Still Not Dead”
- Slipknot, “Before I Forget”
- The Sounds, “Living in America”
- Tegan & Sara, “The Con”
- Them Crooked Vultures, “Dead End Friends”
- Tokio Hotel, “Humanoid”*
- The Vines, “Get Free”*
- The White Stripes, “The Hardest Button to Button”*
1990s:
- Faith No More, “Midlife Crisis”*
- Filter, “Hey Man, Nice Shot”
- Jane’s Addiction, “Been Caught Stealing”*
- Maná, “Oye Mi Amor”
- Marilyn Manson, “The Beautiful People”
- The Muffs, “Outer Space”
- Phish, “Llama”
- Primus, “Jerry Was a Racecar Driver”
- Rammstein, “Du Hast”
- Smash Mouth, “Walkin’ On The Sun”*
- Spacehog, “In the Meantime”
- Stone Temple Pilots, “Plush”
- Swingin’ Utters, “This Bastard’s Life”
1980s:
- Anthrax, “Caught in a Mosh”
- Big Country, “In a Big Country”
- The Cure, “Just Like Heaven”*
- Def Leppard, “Foolin’”
- Devo, “Whip It”
- Dio, “Rainbow in the Dark”
- Dire Straits, “Walk of Life”
- Echo & the Bunnymen, “The Killing Moon”
- Huey Lewis and the News, “The Power of Love”
- INXS, “Need You Tonight”*
- J. Geils Band, “Centerfold”
- Joan Jett, “I Love Rock N’ Roll”*
- Night Ranger, “Sister Christian”*
- Ozzy Osbourne, “Crazy Train”*
- The Police, “Don’t Stand So Close to Me”
- Roxette, “The Look”*
- The Smiths, “Stop Me if You Think You’ve Heard This One Before”
- Tears for Fears, “Everybody Wants to Rule the World”
- Whitesnake, “Here I Go Again”*
1970s:
- The B-52’s, “Rock Lobster”*
- Blondie, “Heart of Glass”
- Bob Marley, “Get Up, Stand Up”
- Chicago, “25 or 6 to 4”
- Deep Purple, “Smoke on the Water”
- Doobie Brothers, “China Grove”*
- Elton John, “Saturday Night’s Alright for Fighting”
- Foreigner, “Cold As Ice”*
- Golden Earring, “Radar Love”
- John Lennon, “Imagine”
- Lynyrd Skynyrd, “Free Bird”
- Queen, “Bohemian Rhapsody”*
- Ramones, “I Wanna Be Sedated”
- Steve Miller Band, “Fly Like an Eagle”
- T. Rex, “20th Century Boy”
- Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, “I Need to Know”
- War, “Low Rider”
- Warren Zevon, “Werewolves of London”
- Yes, “Roundabout”*
1960s:
- Beach Boys, “Good Vibrations (Live)”
- David Bowie, “Space Oddity”
- The Doors, “Break on Through (To the Other Side)”*
- James Brown, “I Got You” (I Feel Good) – Alternate Studio Version*
- The Jimi Hendrix Experience, “Crosstown Traffic”*
- The Who, “I Can See for Miles”
*Songs available on Rock Band 3 for Nintendo DS
So Cleveland is stressed out eh?
Why do I have this odd sensation of Deja Vu? Ah, oh well. Anyway, Cleveland is stressed out, broke, and edgy. We have sub-par sports teams, downtown looks like the inside of a strip mall; there are more bars and places to eat than there is something to do. But that doesn’t make a city stressful; of course not. So what makes a Cleveland, Ohio so stressful? Well let’s see, we have a failing infrastructure, water bills that make no sense. Areas of the city without water for over 20 hours due to above ground water pipes busting. Poor economy, failing roadways, politicians going to jail. But hey, at least we got a Walmart in Steelyard Commons. Not only that, the citizens in this wonderful city – the vast majority have this huge ass chip on their shoulders.
But enough about that. Let’s look at the positive side here, the Cleveland, Ohio area is one of the easiest places to live in. People are friendly, but not nosy. They know how to be kind, without being invasive. Clevelanders help you, whether they know you or not. They care about you, and look after you, whether they know you or not, also. Clevelanders are approachable, reasonable, and fair. I know some of you may or may not agree with that but we’re different for a reason right?
Now you want to know stressful? Look at Toledo, Ohio. Now, that sucker is a real gem. Toledo should have air balloons in the sky, with writing that says: “We want to be like Detroit, and PROUD of it!” Speaking of Detroit, I wouldn’t wish moving there on my worse enemy. Although, if you want to get out of Cleveland I understand there are some great deals in Gary or Detroit. If folks there aren’t trashy enough for you, try taking your talents to anywhere in Florida where the crack heads all have tans!
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List of the Worst songs ever!
Although you out there who is reading this probably think these songs were hip, cool, rad and catchy back in the day. Doesn’t mean the song was actually good. Just ask yourself this question: Would you play these songs at a wedding or at a party? If your answer is neither then…there ya’ go. Or you can simply agree to disagree without you being a complete tard about it.
Mims – This is why I’m hot.
First off, he repeats “This is why I’m hot” too much. Second, he repeats “This is why I’m hot” too much.
Sisqo – Thong song
Don’t wanna show you ours, even less interested in seeing yours. Also, what does “dumps like a truck” mean?
She got too many lumps…in her head. Oh, those are called tumors. My bad!
69 Boyz -Tootsee Roll
Sorry, but the other videos where of white people dancing. I couldn’t even stomach that so why would I put you through that? This one is at least funny.
This is a classic example of poor school education.
Tag Team – Whoomp! (There It Is)
Where what is? Wtf? Where am I?
‘Make em’ say uhh’ for what?! I’m sure the people who do say ‘uhh’ are probably on the toilet. Which is probably where Master P wrote this song.
Shaggy – It Wasn’t Me
It had to be someone who wrote this terrible song.
Quad City DJ – C’mon N’ Ride It (The Train)
I could of found a better video but this one was too funny to pass up.
Sure, we’ll ride this train. But only if you place every single copy of this record on the tracks first. Or better yet, give this train a one-way ticket to a burning inferno.
Backstreet Boys – Everybody (Backstreet’s Back)
You wrote a theme song about yourself? What are you, a fictional band from a Saturday morning cartoon show? If anything, you shouldn’t of existed so you wouldn’t of had to leave to come back …honestly.
It might of been catchy to those who wore white helmets and rode the short yellow school bus to school, but not to the rest of us.
Kris Kross – Jump, Jump
Don’t blame the kids. Look behind the curtain for the true villains, songwriters Treach and Jermaine Dupri. Which are terrible on a whole different level.
Kylie Minogue – The Loco-Motion
If this and ‘C’mon N’ Ride It’ each leaves the train station at the same time, which gets to Sucktown first?
Ricky Martin – Livin’ la Vida Loca
Well, he’s gay. What you’d expect?
There’s another song of his that should be on this list. It rhymes with Them Lie Tree’s theme song. The video is just as bad.
Will Smith – Gettin’ Jiggy Wit It
Honestly, how many times do we have to hear this phrase in the middle of a bad sitcom’s corny sex joke?
Someone should of gave her a holla and put this song back…in her head.
MC Hammer – U Can’t Touch This
I don’t even think anyone wants to touch that financial crisis you went through.
Vanilla Ice – Ice Ice Baby
At loss for words at the moment.
Baha Men – Who Let the Dogs Out
& Not sic-em’ on these fools?
Lil’ Wayne – His whole career
When he was just a background dancer…I mean just on the chorus ['Bling Bling' for example] that’s where he should of stayed.
You know what, I’m not going to mention any other rappers because I’ll be here all day. Let’s just say all of Rap and Hip-Hop [minus a few people] should be on this list. Ok? Yea they make money but what does that have to do with anything? Oh oh right…you’re calling me a ‘hater’. Sorry but I rather be called biased than a hater. I don’t want to be categorized with your other ‘haters’. That’s insulting.
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Why must Blacks conform to the whites way of life in order to be considered successful?
You hear all these people talking bout black people don’t know how to spend money. How we ‘waste’ money on certain things. I was watching ‘I think I Love My Wife‘ and they was saying “spending money on spinning rims, you would think Steven Spielberg has spinning rims”. Just because white people don’t put money into rims, and expensive cars, does that make it wrong or something? Why is ‘making it’ equivalent to living like white people? Apparently ‘street dreams‘ are considered ignorant just because a young black male wants to be a basketball player football player or some sort of entertainer, why is that wrong? In a sense it is wrong because most if not all have that ‘get-rich-quick mentality and very seldom it works out how they play it out in their heads. Anyway, why is it considered right only if he wants a ‘safe’ career?
since when has individuality and ‘the sky is the limit ambitions’ flew out the window? Why must we conform to the whites way of life in order to be considered successful?
Is it because they don’t expect much from us besides what they see on BET? Not only is that foolish but simple-minded. I seen some white guy with a Volkswagen Beetle yesterday with huge 22″ rims on it and sounds that should of been in a bigger car. He is pretty much living what other whites besides him would call ‘a wasted lifestyle’. I’m sure his peers probably think because he didn’t have to sell drugs or rap to get those things, he’s considered successful. That’s bullshit. Destroying your car with concrete cracking sub-woofers and putting abnormally large rims on a tiny ass car isn’t successful, it’s absurd. If anything, I feel sorry for the car. What I’m pretty much saying is, how can the average black guy’s lifestyle be wrong to anyone who isn’t black but when they do it, it isn’t?
I’m not on the fence here. Wasting money no matter who does it is pretty stupid. You can be black and have chrome rims and sounds that can stop a heartbeat or white and I would look at you the same way. Except one is actually a nigga and the other one is trying to be one; and pretty much achieving that feat. The only other difference in that is, one will get pulled over, and the other one won’t.
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Cleveland is one stressful place to live eh?
Well no shit.
The study took crime rates, unemployment and health of residents into account when creating the rankings.
According to the study, Cleveland has the most robberies per 100,000 residents and had an increased number of deaths from heart failure, hypertension and stroke.
With Cleveland being at #3 on the list of most stressful places to live and work, Los Angeles being #2 and Detroit being #1. What do we got here let’s see. We have a stupid Healthline in the middle of Euclid that cost millions to make; that no one rides because one way is $3.00 and an all day pass is $5.00. Not only is it dangerous but a complete eye sore. There is more construction going on than there are people who are employed. They’re constantly building pointless buildings, like another art museum for example. We have PLENTY of those already. The people here are nasty in every sense of the word and it smells. If it wasn’t for my grandmother, I would of been left. It is also in high poverty. Nearly 65% of Clevelanders are in poverty.
The east side of Cleveland should just be bulldozed and started over…including the Cleveland Clinic who is ever so desperately trying to get the blacks from over there so they can finish knocking down 100′s of homes to throw up parking garages. Besides the Cleveland Orchestra and The Rock & Roll Hall of Fame, Cleveland, Ohio sucks. Just knowing that fact could stress anyone out.
The best and brightest left years ago and took business and opportunity with them. All that’s left are those who complain about change, take public handouts [either from welfare or from public sector jobs that create nothing of value for the region] and are fiercely Democratic. Thirty years ago, Cleveland was the home of more Fortune 500 HQ’s than any other city outside of New York. Not any more! They saw the light and moved elsewhere. If Clevelanders could visit other areas of the country and see what good governance and a thriving business community [strong chamber of commerce] can accomplish, they would truly understand why the city is called the ‘mistake by the lake’.
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Well, it’s my birthday
Managed to make it to another godless year. Although the news I received yesterday has put a funk on the rest of the year, I guess I shouldn’t allow it to ruin my birthday at least.
I doubt I’ll be getting any presents, I never expect any to begin with. Although I do have classes today; night classes no less. My little sister is making me a birthday cake. No telling when I’ll be available to go and pick it up though. I’ll probably sleep the whole day then get up and go to school. So I guess that’s a present to me, a very good one [I am getting Guitar Hero: Warriors of Rock as a late birthday present]. I say that because, I’m finally in school and I feel I at least accomplished that much this year. Everything else I tried at crashed and burned – including relationships.
While I’m sitting here listening to Foo Fighters Greatest Hits, and typing this blog, I should be thinking of what I’m going to do today besides sleeping. You what? I’m going to clean up the house and work on my homework for English class. I could also begin to work on my math homework that is due in 4 weeks. I must say, college is nothing like high-school.
Anyway, I’m 23 today and everything is pretty much the same. I’m still an ass, I’m still in pain, and I’ve always felt way older than I really am. 7 years ago doctors told me I wasn’t going to make it to my 23rd birthday. Well here I am. Just 2 years ago I was in a car accident that almost knocked the right side of my body to the left. Just years before that in between I was in more car accidents that I should be alive to talk about.
I’m not a person who will probably never have their life flash before their eyes. I didn’t get out the car or off the ground and say, ‘Thank God I’m alive!”. I’m an Atheist for one and for two death is inevitable. If I don’t accomplish everything I didn’t set out to do before I die, it’s not gone matter when I’m dead.
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So I’m Buying Guitar Hero: Warriors of Rock…
For a late birthday gift anyway. I doubt if I’ll even play it much since I have class and all. I just figured since I didn’t get around to buying Guitar Hero 5, I’ll give Guitar Hero: Warriors of Rock a try. I saw through a few videos and the set-list‘s for the game that one of my utmost favorite songs is going to be on there; Queen – Bohemian Rhapsody.
What frustrates me about this franchise is that they watered the game down. I miss the challenge in the game like Guitar Hero III: Legends of Rock gave me. Anything close to that after that was Guitar Hero: Metallica. People cried, bitched and moaned that the game was too hard and I guess Activision listened because Guitar Hero: Aerosmith was an insult on the franchise. It felt as if they had nothing else better to do at the time so they threw that monstrosity together and stuck Aerosmith in it.
People are saying that Rock Band 1 and 2 was better than Guitar Hero: World Tour through Guitar Hero 5 simply because 
they picked the right songs. I have to agree to some extent. I really loved Rock Band 2 but I really hated their highways and notes. I’m planning on buying that game back some time this month because although their highway and notes are sub-par, their choice of songs were great and that outweighs anything else.
There’s really no point in fan-boys crying or better yet ranting about how one game is better than the other. They’re two different games for a reason. If they were the same in every little detail, you wouldn’t want to play it. I assume most who play these games play them to play their favorite songs. I must say though, Guitar Hero have been lacking in that area. I’m pretty much dumbfounded as to why they pick every other song by the Foo Fighters besides My Hero. It’s fitting isn’t? I guess it has something to do with legal use issues but don’t Activision at least listen to their consumers?
Let’s get on the guitar. Yes, being who I am I bought the bundle pack because it’ll be pretty messed up if my Gibson guitar finally give way when this game comes out. I doubt that’ll happen though. I’ve had it, strummed the hell out of it, stressed it, dropped it, accidentally wet it and it’s still kicking to this day. It plays as if it just came fresh out the wrapping.
My main concern is this; will the guitar – called Battle Axe hold a candle to my Gibson? Can I strum the living shit out of it without worrying about the strum bar snapping? Will this guitar’s strum bar at least have a better grip? That was the only flaw with the Gibson; my hand would slip sometimes because you know, they sweat. Besides the axes being backwards compatible with other guitars and games and having interchangeable face-plates will this guitar last without the whammy bar crippling?
I may sound like I’m making a big deal out of a piece of plastic but, I pre-ordered the bundle last month. I’m just hoping it’s worth the $116.89 [that's with tax and shipping by the way]. I’m a gamer who only have Guitar Hero games for her console. That’s pretty much the only time I’ll touch one now. When I built my gaming rig, I haven’t looked back since.
I’ll have to study the set-list more because I may have just half-assed listened/read it. All in all, I know I’m going to enjoy this game regardless because I’ve been with them since the beginning. If they’re up to snuff or not, Queen is on there and hopefully in the long run they’ll add more of Queen through DLC and other bands that I like…hopefully. I still have to download the DLC for Guitar Hero: Metallica; glad I reminded myself. I simply want to play Suicide and Redemption. So if I have to fork up some Microsoft Points to play it then so be it.
[Click here to see the complete setl-ist for Guitar Hero: Warriors of Rock]
Here’s a side note:
Folks, gaming companies in some shape or form, milk their consumers in some way. Look at EA with The Sims 3 and hell The Sims 2 still? Also to you PC gamers, just because you’re a Call of Camping fan-boy and they screwed you over with Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 by not giving you dedicated servers among many of other things doesn’t make them ‘evil’. Get your joystick out your ass ok honey?
I’m not naïve or oblivious to any facts. I’m just saying, if you really hate what Activision is doing, don’t support them. Don’t say you’ll go on eBay to get Call of Duty: Black Ops when it comes out in November to keep from supporting Activision because believe it or not, the money makes it back to them. The people you buy the games from can’t pull the games out the crack of their asses. The games come from Activision. So you’re basically supporting them through someone else. I mean they can’t be that evil if you still want to buy their games through eBay. Gamers with a chip on their shoulders can be quite the knee-slapper.
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The Sims 3: Game update 1.5/2.10/3.6/4.3
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The Head Turning Effect
I don’t know, maybe I’m not observative enough. Today when I was on my way back from Subway and this guy was walking the opposite direction and he did a double take, walked all the way past me and I looked back and he was still googling me; while on the phone with his father. I know this because he walked up to me when I got to the corner of the street and asked me for his number. He was talking so low I had to tell him to speak up. He told me he was on the phone with his father. He put the phone up to my ear and his father was screaming. Now, I don’t know if he’s used to his father yelling or I was worth ignoring his father for whatever reason it was but wow. I was looking like shit today, my voice was shot until I gurgled some salt water, I had my hair wrapped up; I tossed on whatever I had lying on the floor and I’m usually wearing a mean mug on my face. Anyway, I told the guy I don’t have a cellphone and he went on about his way. But before that he told me I was “beautiful” and that he was sorry he bothered me.
I remember when I was still living at my grandmothers house and me and my family would be sitting on the porch. I would be standing on the steps and we live on a busy street so theirs a lot of traffic. My grandmother would say, “that man almost broke his neck looking at you, he need to drive his car before he kill himself”. She would say this as well as others sitting on the porch numerous times. I never notice it. I notice the horn honking but I ignore them altogether. The only one that had me dying was this guy driving this truck bed with a construction vehicle on it. He actually pulled that big ass truck over on 79th and Euclid and waited for me to walk past the truck. Little did he know I wasn’t about to keep heading straight, I was going into the strip mall. I know he felt rejected because I laughed so hard at him. Others may think I’m pretty or beautiful but I don’t. I’m just decent; and I don’t have to wear half-naked clothes to get people attention. I can obviously look like shit and people will turn their heads. I guess it depends on people standards; theirs must be pretty low. Which isn’t always bad. I mean imagine if I had on heels and a tie-dye tube-top dress. LMAO!
I should be flattered but I’m not. I find those who do this to be sad, materialistic, people. I could have been a sociopath but never mind that, I have a “pretty face”, nothing else matters.
