Why does he watch me sleep?

Its been occasions when I would wake up with this sense of someone watching me and low and behold, this fool [ex boyfriend] be at the end of the bed [never in the bed] staring at me. He doesn’t notice I’m laying there watching him watching me because its dark in the room. So he’s standing there staring at me; watching me for 2-3 minutes until he walks out of the room and 3-5 minutes later he comes back in and does it again. This has been going on for the past 5 months or so. I’ve even told him I know he watches me sleep and he tells me, I “sleep funny”. How in the hell does one sleep ‘funny’? Other times when I’m tossing and turning in my sleep and he’s up and about moving around in the apartment, he’ll walk in and start talking to me like I’m wide awake and giving him my undivided attention. I don’t know what’s going on with him but I seriously need to get the hell out of here. Living with an ex boyfriend is awkward as it is.

I honestly don’t think he does this because he loves me or to see me at peace and or that I look, calm and beautiful when I’m sleep. I’ve heard all of that before. Plus its dark as hell in the room, honestly what can he see in a pitch black ass room? Besides me seeing that awful bright white ass t-shirt he wears, not a damn thing.

I am so not flattered that he’s doing this; I’m pretty much creeped out. His posture and the way he tilt his head to one side and just stands there and watch…-shivers. I’m beginning to believe he does this to make sure I’m not waking up so he can sneak and do shit on my computer without my knowledge. My computer is in the living room and the bed is loud as hell so when I’m moving, I’m sure the next door neighbors can hear the bed. If I were to move to get up, what ever he is doing in the next room would and could be gone before I sit up to put on my house shoes.

If I were to ask why he watches me sleep, I won’t get an answer. I’ve known this man for 6 years; asking him anything would be a lost cause. My gut is telling me he’s out to get me [that was a joke...I think].

I have the perfect picture I took of when one of my Sims in The Sims 3 was watching someone sleep. This is exactly what he be looking like. Never knew this picture would come in handy:

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About Lee

I'm a gamer, a writer, an artist, a graphic designer. I love rock music and old-school R&B.

Posted on February 23, 2010, in Love & Relationships and tagged , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 1 Comment.

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