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This is yet another one of my older blogs from another blog. This is MY definition of love. It doesn’t apply to anyone unless you feel it need to. This is my opinion, my definition if you don’t like it, you can leave my blog.

A lot of folks don’t know the difference.. & The more I think about it, the people I thought I fell in love with, I was only lusting. Yea well, that day when I actually fall in love, I hope I don’t fall out cause that will be a long ass drop. A lot of people are so quick to find love and end up getting hurt. I wasn’t looking for love and I don’t think I am right now either. I just go with the flow, if love happens then it happens. I should just sit down and let what I’m looking for find me. No need to keep searching for something that’s hiding until it wants to be found. Anyway, lust is lust, love is love. I can get in deeply about what love is I truly can even if I haven’t truly been in love but I have loved. I don’t know if that makes sense but in my mind it do. Simple minded people wouldn’t have a clue to what that means.

Anyway, my definition of love is when you with someone or not even with that person, just a thought of them makes you smile from ear to ear. You have a lot of things in common but still have things that are different between the two. When you wake up in the morning that person is on your mind and all you want to do is be with them. Your heart just about damn there jumps out your chest when you sit next to them or just a slightest glance, a little touch. You can see yourself growing old with that person, you don’t want to be with no one else. The love two people have is genuine. There is no strings attached, you both trust each other cause that’s all you guys need is each other. Best friends to the end, you can come and tell them anything and they can they can tell you anything. Being very comfortable around that person and never have to worry about what that person thinks cause that person loves you for the person that you are.

I could go on but yea love can either make you or break you. A lot of people do crazy shit for love especially for someone who doesn’t love you back. Willing to sacrifice your life to someone who don’t give two shits about you and is only playing with your emotions. I almost did that. I almost wasted my life for a fool. Yes, his name is Marcus. He’s a dog. Anyway, he’s old news. He can kiss my ass. I hate him. & Its hard for me to even say that cause I hate no one, but I hate him. I’m not though, gone let a good guy get in my life and he ends up suffering cause of what some dumb fuck did to me in the past. Like I said, I will some day find someone to love me for me and I’ll love them for them. I just got to let love find me.

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