Monthly Archives: November 2008

Why even bother?

Here’s the story…

Its not like I don’t try and communicate with my boyfriend, its not like I don’t try numerous times. I’ve tried so much to the point that I’ve lost all hope. I don’t know whats keeping me around but my gut is just telling me to be patient and wait. I have no clue to what I’m waiting on but I hope its good for once. Honestly, talking to him is like talking to someone who knows EVERYTHING! I know that isn’t possible but that’s what it feels like. It makes me feel dumb; and the way he ask me what I said its like he making sure I know what I said. Like I’m not sure I said what I said correctly. Why is it that way? Why do I feel that all I am to him is something to have around til his “best friend” come back into his life? Why do it feel like I have to compete with her?

She has all the glory while I gets none. He too busy gawking over her and he’s neglecting me. He has her pictures up but when I say something about it, it goes down and some random picture goes up. Why don’t he want people to know he’s with someone? Am I really that naive? Its like “well as long as I know and you know that we’re together, that’s all who needs to know.” Why does it have to be that way? I see people all the time post pictures of their “girl friend” every where and they love them but when it comes to me, its like “I’m too ashamed to broadcast her”. Am I some plague or something? Why do I have to be second best? How can someone sit and say they love me and treat me the way they do?

When he tries to do what he do besides, poking me, threatening me, calling me names or whatever people do to annoy them, I don’t know how to respond. I’m so used to telling him to shut up or get away from me or stop touching me cause its like he don’t realize I’m not some play thing. I’m hurting all the fucking time, yea I can wrestle or play around but that’s on my good days, I barely have any of those. Why can’t I get the hugs and all the other shit? Why can’t it be like that? Why do it has to be where he has to joke around and mess with me all the time to show his affectionate side? This is why I tell him to go away or leave me alone cause he don’t know how to fucking be affectionate for once.

I can’t talk to him or anything its like it  turns into an argument cause he always try to correct me. I can’t express shit around him unless I’m about to explode. I don’t know if this what they call “abuse” but this is doing me no good. He make it feel like coming to him is like telling red to stop being red and be yellow or something. Its like “you know I don’t care or even bother to care cause you know once you calm down, I’m going to go back to the way I were before you tried to bite my head off.” He don’t understand why I’m not coming to him cause he don’t care. I just lost my best friend and right then it felt like he didn’t care.

I never been in a relationship where I had to constantly tell my boyfriend about himself or argue with him about shit he suppose to know already. I didn’t have to go through this shit. I never in my life have felt like this and I’ve gone through SO MUCH shit. I wish I can walk away but I have nothing to walk away to.

Again I feel like I’m the one wrong, and its not fair. I feel trapped in my own skin like no one loves me or care for me and that they all out to hurt me. Its sad cause I have to turn to friends to make me feel special or to post my picture up so I can feel like I’m someone who is loved for once. I seriously feel that I’m just something to fill the void until his “best friend” comes back from where ever the fuck she’s at.

I just wish I was that special person in someones life for once. I don’t ask for much from anyone, this nice shit isn’t getting me very far at all. People keep telling me to not change who I am; well if being who I am results in me being used, neglected, hurt, lost, second best then fuck being me. I feel like a dunce all the fucking time around him. I don’t even like opening my mouth for the sake of feeling stupid after wards. I swear I don’t understand him. I cannot what so ever be my true self around him cause he have this arrogance where what ever the fuck I do isn’t acceptable in his eyes. He don’t realize that what he do even when I tell him.

Men & ‘Bitch’

What is with this word? Just because they feel they don’t know what a girls name is; they call her a bitch. I don’t know the actual source to this phenomenon, but its saddening. A few few sources I can actually say is  hip-hop/rap music. These men and women just express their ways of disrespecting women by using that word. This music is impressionable on young men who see these people as their role-models. Its twice as bad if they live in urban, rural, ghetto areas. I was raised in the ghetto but I had respect for others.

I’ve been hearing, “a dog is a mans best friend so that makes you my bitch.” Okay, that’s highly uncalled for and I believe this also came from the media. They are making it okay to call every woman they come to meet a bitch. It shouldn’t be that way. Its sad that people are looking as this a solution to their problems.
Men sometimes are called bitches. Bitch as in a soft person or a female. This thing that all females are weak and soft individuals is all cause of the fact that we bleed once a month, that we cry and show our emotions and we have children. Men see’s us as the weaker counterpart.  The point is, we get slapped in the face with this word so much, we’re considered bitches straight from the womb.  We get all categorized in one category cause they feel that its okay to call us a bitch. I blame this on the media, peer pressure, self-esteem, the family, how they were raised, the area from which they were raised and the people they hang around. Sometimes thats not even the case with some of the reasons I mentioned. Sometimes they have their own mind and find it comfortable to use that word.

Windows Vista: Tweaking Performance

Disable TMM

This tweak is responsible cutting system start time 3-5 seconds and eliminating that blank screen flash when you start Vista. This normally occurs when Vista searches for external monitors on start up of Vista. If you are not using an external monitor, or don’t switch back and forth always…turn TMM off.

Here’s how to fix that annoying black flicker on boot:

1. Go start/control panel/administrative options/task scheduler.
2. On the left-hand side, click “Task Scheduler Local” (you should already be there, but just in case).
Expand “Task Scheduler Library,” then “Microsoft,” then “Windows,” then click “MobilePC.”
Up top, you’ll see a task called “TMM.” Click it, and on the right-hand side, click “Disable.”

If you use an external monitor occasionally,  just press and hold FN and press F8 twice to switch monitors.

Eliminate Unneeded Start-up Programs

When your computer starts, there are a number of programs that start automatically and remain running in the background which steal away much needed memory. They add up in time and although many have no real use to the average user, others can be eliminated from starting automatically and started from the ‘All Programs’ or ‘Quick Launch‘ menu as required. My best example of this is Messenger (or AIM/ICQ) which starts and hogs valuable resources even when your not using it.

1. Type ‘msconfig‘ in the Run command (Winkey + R) (new trick for you here lol);
2. Press Start/Control Panel/Admin Tools/System Configuration/Startup; or
3. Download this excellent freeware program called Startup Inspector
The good thing about disabling is, if you see a negative result, go into safe mode, Run, Msconfig and undo your changes.

Cutting Shut-Down Time in Half

I need to precede this with a warning that we are going to advance ourselves a bit here by moving into editing our registry. It means that its absolutely necessary to follow the exact steps as a wrong entry or deletion my cause a reinstall of Vista at worst.

Before we start, by default, there is a 20 second delay in shutdown of Vista, a process that vista has set in order to allow software to shutdown correctly. You can adjust this to a much shorter time, thus significantly reducing the total time it takes to shutdown your computer.

1. Press the Start Orb (bottom left and then go into the Run command (remember Windows key + R).
2. Type ‘Regedit‘ (without the quotes) and hit enter.
3. As the Registry File is so large, Im going to ask you to go top right and maximize this to full screen…and follow me.
4. Click the little triangle to the left of HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE/ SYSTEM/ CurrentControlSet/ Control.
5. Click on the “Control” Folder. Select “WaitToKillServiceTimeout” Right click on it and select Modify. The default value is 20000. Setting it to a lower 4 digit value, say 5000
6. Simply exit when done.

The 20000 signifies a 20 second delay wheres 5000 signifies a 5 second delay. I cut 20 seconds off my shutdown time by changing this as it suggests so don’t try and figure out exact time reduction by numbers…just play with it bit by bit.

You may want to remain at the 5000 mark as Vista does need time to shut software down. If this is not enough, come back and increase the size.

Get Quicker Internet Confirmation

The last item to load and confirm on some systems is the internet connection itself. Many people have complained that it may take as much as 10-15 seconds for Vista to confirm the connection during which they cannot do anything. I have experienced this myself with one of my SSDs and subsequently learned about this tweak.

In fact, I have used it on all my systems (none of which are network connected locally) and find my internet connection to now be much faster and a definite start time improvement.

The process is simple and as such:

1. Click ‘Winkey’ + R to get the ‘Run’ window;
2. Type ‘services.msc’ and hit enter;
3. Scroll to one of the final entries which is ‘Workstation’
4. Double click to open and disable it; and
5. Reboot and Voila!!

This tweak is a great enhancement for standalone systems that use wired or wireless internet such as I. It is not so good if you are at home or work with a LAN or server configuration. I would not advise it on any LAN environment because you will not be able to access any files over the LAN. Its a standalone tweak only!!

Use Vista’s Secret Boot Screen

This is more of a trick than a tweak as it does nothing for performance.

1. Go into ‘Run’ by clicking WINkey + R,type ‘msconfig and hit enter; and
2. Go into the boot menu, click ‘No GUI Boot’ so its checked, apply, ok and reboot the system.

You will see the new boot screen as it starts. If you don’t like it, just go back and un-check the box

Disable Vista Search Indexing

All versions of Vista have Search Indexing enabled by default which is an unneeded resource for most. Its function is to continuously update files on your system so that they can be made available for faster searching. Unfortunately, this takes its toll on system performance which is why its listed in several tweaking programs as a top tweak; I agree totally.

To disable Windows indexing:

1. Click Start, then computer.
2. Right click on Local Disk ‘C:.
3. Left click on Properties.
4. Uncheck ‘Index this Drive for Faster Searching’.
5. Let it complete and select ‘Include subfolders and files’ in any subsequent dialog box

Turn off Windows Search in your services:

1. Click on start/run and type in ‘MSConfig‘ and hit ok.
2. Click on Services tab and find Windows Search
3. Uncheck/Apply and Ok

Disable Excess Windows Processes at Boot

I’m going to give a bit of a background to this as it is probably the one tweak that can really screw anyone up if they make the wrong move. I think its better to walk through slowly and make sure we are all clear then to jump into and have someone go into a panic if they do something wrong. Windows Vista starts somewhere just short of a hundred processes running each and every time you boot into Vista, many of these being unneeded. Their are four options that describe how each process is started, these being manual (start), automatic, automatic delayed and disabled. Having said that, you dont want to disable something your not sure of, it could prevent you from getting into Vista again.

There are two ways to affect these changes, the first of which is by typing ‘services.msc’ into the run command which should be on your Vista Menu. (If its not rt click on the Vista Orb lower left/properties/start menu-customize and check Run).

The second is to simply enable or disable services by typing ‘msconfig’ into the Run bar or:

Press Start/Control Panel/Administrative Tools/System Configuration and Services.

If you make a mistake, this link will allow you to reset your services back to the original Vista Values, no matter what version of Vista: http://www.speedyvista.com/registry.html

A safe idea would be to actually copy and save the bat file that applies to you, on a disk, so you can get to it if you need it. Myself, I was fooling around one day and found that my Internet wouldn’t work as I disabled the wrong service; it creates a bit more wrk.

For those wanting to venture even further, I am going to promote a site (www.blackviper.com) and include this link which will enable you to not only learn about each and every process, but also, explore his ideas on safe settings, his choices as well as bare bones settings. I have personally used his choice settings without a problem. Blackviper Service Configurations

Turn Off Unused Windows Features

This tweak is actually a ‘two in one’ as it saves disk space by turning off unneeded windows features as well as improving performance by shutting down Remote Differential Compression [RDC]. Briefly RDC monitors changes in files in order to transfer them with minimum compression over a network, thus eliminating the transfer of an entire file which has been already moved. This checking and rechecking can hinder system performance. With respect to the other features that I will suggest shutting off, I myself only leave Games, Ultimate Extras [both self explanatory] and Tablet PC. I choose to leave tablet PC as it enables a little feature called Snipping Tool which I absolutely love. Anyone who hasn’t used it, type ‘snipping tool’ in the ‘Run’ box and enjoy.

In anycase, the tweak is as follows:

1. Press Start/Control Panel/Classic View and select Programs and Features;
2. Choose ‘Turn Windows Features On and Off;
3. You can safely unselect ‘Indexing Service, Remote Differential Compression, Tablet PC Optional Components (if you don’t want Snipping Tool), Windows DFS Replication Service, Windows Fax & Scan (unless you use Fax through a modem) and Windows Meeting Space.

Oh and if you want to be real smart, DFS Replication duplicates files for use among multiple PCs in a network and keeps them in sync. Its not very useful on a stand alone.

Get a Flash Drive and Use ReadyBoost

To start, this does not apply to us SSD users as there is no significant access time increase from the SSD and the USB storage drive.

For the rest, lucky you!! You can literally add memory to your system by popping in a USB storage drive and enabling ReadyBoost on that drive. For systems with limited RAM, Vista has a file on the hard drive called pagefile.sys. When it gets low on ram, it uses pagefile to store and retrieve files accessed most often. If you can imagine, this results in a huge performance drop as accessing the hard drive for ram is exactly what we do not want to do.

Vista now enables us to pop in a USB drive and create a disk cache through the added memory which in some systems can be a huge step up, especially when 2Gb storage drives are so common now.

First, if your going to buy a drive, it has to have the following specifications:

1. It must be USB 2.0 compatible;
2. It must be at least 64mb in size; and
3. It must be able to read at 3.5mb/sec and write at 2.5mb/sec which all pretty much are in any case.

How?

1. Plug in the USB storage drive;
2. Press Start/Computer and right click on the new drive;
3. If the drive is compatible there will be a tab for ReadyBoost, click on it;
4. Select ‘Use this Device’ and select the amount of space you want to use.

Now, there is no need for restarting the system and the effects occur instantaneously. It is nice to know that when you restart with this drive again, it automatically defaults to ReadyBoost again. I would expect those running Vista with 512mb will see a huge difference by sticking a 2Gb drive in performance where those with 1Gb will still visibly see the difference.

Turn on Write Caching for Better SATA Disk Performance

This tweak speeds up the performance of your hard disk by enabling write caching. There is a danger to this, if you have no backup power supply, as a loss of power would result in loss of any information within the cache at the time of the outage. So…. make sure to continually backup your files in data programs such as Word, Excel, and so on…

To enable write caching:

1. Press Vista Orb/Computer/right click on ‘C’/Properties;
2. Click on Hardware and double click on your hard drive;
3. Go to Policies and check ‘Enable Write caching on the Disk’
4. You can go one step further by checking ‘Enable Advanced performance’ but pay attention to the underlying warning.

This option isn’t available to all. Newer systems are automatically set to run in AHCI mode through the BIOS and utilize a program called the ‘Intel Matrix Storage Manager’. Together, these already enably higher performance of your system and prevent you from ‘Enhancing Write Caching’ on your own. You may be able to check it off but when you exit and return, its unchecked again. Don’t panic!!! Thats just the way it presently works.

Ensure Your Video Drivers are Up To Date [NVidia Drivers only]

To start, I know that some of you are going to read this and realize you never had a clue that you should update your video drivers!! To a great extent, if the driver you are using works for you, why stick a fly in the ointment right? For many however, video driver updates can, not only improve upon performance but also, fix problems associated with the older drivers in use. You need to read the driver information to, not only ensure it is compatible with your graphics adapter, but also to recognize that the updates and fixes will help you in some way.

Many of the most recent fixes have this little issue solved which has been recognized in so many trouble posts here at NBR:

“The display is corrupt or there is no display upon resume from sleep mode” ISSUE RESOLVED

First, go here for the latest video driver update: LaptopVideo2Go
You will see on the left, your choices first which you need to make sure are correct. If you are using Vista as a 32Bit environment, select it. Also, if you have updated previously, the latest and greatest drivers are listed on the right.

As far as updating simply find the latest driver and double click on the exact file number you want. It is in the version column. Don’t click on the down arrow. This will bring you to the screen where you can verify all the information I mentioned above.

Now, once in this screen, I want you to click on the driver as well as modded inf. Download them both to the same location on your computer; the desktop is simplest. Look at that…there is even a quickstart guide to help you along if your hesitant or unsure!!! You can browse this and even look through the pictures for reference but PLEASE…follow my directions exactly to ensure this works for you.

Next double click on the downloaded driver file to extract it. It will create a folder with tons of files in it. Once thats done, I need you to click on the modded inf file, hold the clicker down, and drag that file into the new folder. It will ask you and I want you to replace the ‘inf’ file from the driver with the ‘modded inf’ file.

If you don’t, you may get some silly message later that says that your system is not compatible with the driver.

All that is required now is to find the file entitled ‘Setup’ inside the folder and double click on it.

Once the process starts, you will get a red warning label that says ‘Windows can’t verify the publisher of this driver software’ Install the driver software anyway.

Restart your system.

As for cleanup, you can now delete the original compressed file, any modded inf file still there, as well as the newly extracted folder that was created. They are all no longer of any use.

Increase Performance by Adjusting Vista Visual Effects and Performance Properties

Change your Power Setting

First…

To help you in controlling performance and battery power, Vista has a new option that lets you decide at what level you want your system to perform. You simply ‘left click’ on the battery icon in your system tray and decide whether you want your system running in balanced, power saver or high performance mode. It as easy as that.

Enable or Disable Vista Aero

Vista uses up alot of resources to allow it to look great, some of which slow the system down just for the visual effect. There is a simple way to decide, as far as the desktop goes, what exactly you want and don’t want.

1. Right click on the desktop background and select ‘Personalize’ and ‘Windows Colour and Appearance’.
2. Experiment with turning off Vista Aero by checking and unchecking ‘Enable Transparency’.

This, along with others I will cover shortly, results in a performance increase because, each time you click on new windows, that window has to be rendered as the system is set up. So… if you don’t need Aero, uncheck the box and the system does not have to work that much harder every time you open a new window.

Change your Vista Color Scheme

We can actually carry this a step further. Click on ‘Open Classic Appearance Properties for More Colour Options’. Here, you will find that you can adjust your colour scheme which results in a less demanding appearance.

Windows Vista Basic is much less demanding than Windows Aero and similarly Windows Standard is less demanding than Vista Basic. One can see this by simply clicking on the menu selection. Play around and make the system your own and how you want it.

Adjust Vista Visual Effects

1. Click Start/Control Panel/Classic View/Performance information and Effects/Adjust Visual Effects

Here you can play around with each and every little setting that you choose to make your system speedier and more in tune with what you want.

One of the boxes you can select or deselect is ‘ Use a background image for Each Folder type’ If you deselect it, your folders (ie. picture folders) won’t have to take the time to put a picture on its face every time you select it. This can be particularly obvious with systems with lesser memory and no graphics card.

Remove that Annoying Security Center Notification

Security is placed in Vista to ensure that your system is as protected as it can be. It not only gives you an idea of what to do to protect your system and keep it protected, but it alerts you if something is not working.

It monitors your antivirus program, firewall, automatic updating, spyware, internet security settings as well as UAC. If I left mine on, I would be getting alerts every 2 seconds as I am tweaked and have many of these systems adjusted.

If you are computer savvy and want to rid yourself of this annoying ‘Coat of Armor’ and its balloon tips, just do the following:

1. Double click on the Armour icon in your system panel to go into Security Center;
2. On the left, click on ‘Change the way Security Center Alerts me’; and
3. Choose to either have the icon remain and get rid of the balloon alerts or to remove the icon and not be alerted.

You can always change back or check it later if you would like by going into Control Panel/Security Center and modifying your options.

Turn Off User Account Control

This tweak is best followed after a ‘clean’ install with respect to the below listed advisory.

One of the most annoying things in Vista is the protection of your system through UAC. The purpose of UAC is to make you confirm a large number of everyday functions in order to somehow protect your system from malware infections. In any case heres how to shut it off [or turn it back on].

1. Click on start and then click on your username picture top right of the start menu.
2. Click on ‘Turn User Account Control on or off.’
3. Uncheck [or check] User Account Control, select ok and restart.

A word of caution in turning UAC on and off. There is a process called virtualization that, when UAC is ‘on’ saves program data files put things like INI files, configuration files, saved game files etc.] within a totally separate area for each individual user. If you then turn UAC off, there have been reports that certain programs may be unable to find that saved data. The data is still there but only visible to the program in this ‘virtualization folder’ once UAC has been turned on again.

If UAC is on and you install some game, and the game then saves files to that program’s main directory and subsequently you turn UAC off. Those files may appear to the game that they have been deleted when, in all actuality, they are stored in this folder and only accessible through virtualization when UAC is on.

Turn off System Restore

One of the most powerful tweaks available to Vista has to do with the System Restore feature. Back in the days of 3.1/Me/Millenium and even XP. System Restore will restore your system to how it was when the last restore point was created.

First, you can access system restore by several methods, a few as follows:

1. Start/Control Panel/Backup and Restore Centre/Create or Repair a Restore Point; or
2. Start/All Programs/Maintenance/Backup and Restore Center.

System Restore is on automatically. To turn it off, you simply go into ‘Create a Restore Point or Change Settings’ and turn it off [or on] by checking or unchecking options.

The Good: When System Restore is turned off, it saves a large amount of disk space because it is not continually creating restore points. It also enhances performance significantly as it is not running in the background and creating these restore points.

The Bad: When it is turned off, you cannot revert to a previously saved restore point; and

The Ugly: If you make a significant mistake with it off, there is usually no turning back. You may need to completely reinstall, if its bad enough, which can be time consuming.

My Own Opinion??? Ok…sure I would suggest you leave it on for now, anyway, and reduce your saved restore points to just the one by:

Start/Computer/Right click on ‘C’/Properties/Disk CleanUp/More Options/System restore and Shadow Copies (Clean Up).

When your tweaking is nearing an end and you are comfortable with what you have, make a disk backup and by all means shut it down. You will see a world of difference.

1. Internet Explorer Cache, History, Cookies, Index.dat;
2. Recycle Bin, Temporary files and Log files;
3. Recently opened URLs and files;
4. Third-party application temp files and recent file lists (MRUs);
5. Including: Firefox, Opera, Media Player, eMule, Kazaa, Google Toolbar, Netscape, Office XP, Nero, Adobe Acrobat, WinRAR, WinAce, WinZip and more…

It also contains an ‘Advanced Registry Scanner’ and cleaner to remove unused and old entries to include File Extensions, ActiveX Controls, ClassIDs, ProgIDs, Uninstallers, Shared DLLs, Fonts, Help Files, Application Paths, Icons, Invalid Shortcuts and more…

There is also a Windows Startup editor as well as a back-up tool just in case you delete something your not supposed to.

Commit to a Weekly Maintenance Schedule

I think one of the best tweaks we can do is to commit to doing a proper cleanup of our system at least weekly. I will confess Im a nut for this and do it daily but, most importantly, it does ensure your system is in top shape and running its best.

Through internet use, trying new things and yes tweaking, your system will save internet and .tmp files which will build up over time to an incredible size, slowing your system down quite a bit. Further, installing and uninstalling new programs and applications leaves tons of unneeded registry entries in your system.

Clean Internet files. Go into the ‘tools’ menu and deleting our browsing history. I choose to delete all the different allowable otions just to make sure we got everything.

Clean your Registry.

Scrub your System Clean.  Easy Cleaner 2.0 can get the job done. But be careful, this program was originally intended for XP and is over a year old. Do not touch the ‘Registry’ or ‘Duplicates; buttons. Its more of a 64Bit concern but they are not fine tuned for Vista. Use ‘Unnecessary’ and click to choose all file types. ‘Find’ followed by ‘Delete all’. You will be surprised at the vast amount of files that are found and cleaned.

Empty your Recycle Bin

Confirm with a Disk Cleanup.

Finish with a System Defrag. Start/Computer/Rt Click on ‘C’/Properties/Tools/Defragment Now.

For the hard disk users, lack of cleaning and continuous use will cause a huge buildup of garbage files followed by extreme file fragmentation which will slow your system immensely.

To put this into perspective, its like walking down a road and then walking down it again once its been hit by a few hundred bombs. Which would be the quicker trip?

Windows Snipping Tool

If you have Vista Premium or above you have a great new tool called Snipping Tool. It enables you to freeze whatever is on your screen and take a picture of it.

1. Click Start/All Programs/Accessories and voila
2. Start ‘Run’ and type ‘snippingtool’.

Just for a bit of a background, tthis is Microsofts description of ‘The Tool’:
http://windowshelp.microsoft.com/Win…605b41033.mspx

Improve your Battery Life with Vista Battery Saver

Vista Battery Saver by Codeplex and is created for the sole purpose of allowing more manipulation of battery modes as well as applying hidden tweaks that increase battery life automatically. It is a system tray icon that does reside in the system tray which, normally, would knock it out of contention automatically. It is an .msi installation file though that, from what I can see, creates NO cpu usage or increase of its own and, serves the purpose of increasing battery life. My start time hasn’t suffered as well.

There is a plus in this program that Vista, for some reason, hasn’t included. It allows you to set the performance mode [high performance, balanced and power savor] automatically when it is plugged in or on battery. It also enables you to choose when to keep MS Aero and sidebar on or off, again to improve battery life.

Vista Battery Saver

In addition, we have become aware of another battery saver called Aerofoil which serves the purpose of saving battery life through turning off Windows Aero alone when on Battery mode. Check it out if you like!!!!

Increase or Decrease Desktop Icon Size in just a click

Its nice every now and then to find a neat little trick that you never knew. This is the case with this appearance tweak which allows you to increase or decrease the size of your desktop icons.

1. Click on your Desktop screen.
2. Hold the Control key down; and
3. Move your mouse scroll wheel up or down.
Tadaaa. You can control the size of your icons.

Can’t Afford Office? Get Open Office

The program is called OpenOffice and it is described in detail here. The direct download is here. Quite frankly, it looks like the other software, acts like the other software, saves documents just like the other software..plus lots more and doesn’t cost you a penny.

Get CCleaner

CCleaner is a freeware system optimization and privacy tool. It removes unused and temporary files from your system, allowing Windows to run faster, more efficiently and giving you more hard disk space. The best part is that it’s fast! (normally taking less than a second to run) and Free.

Reduce or Eliminate the Size of Your Disk Cache

By default, Vista utilizes several gigabytes of hard disk space with a file called pagefile.sys in your root drive. Through some time and patience, Vista users with 2 or more gigabytes of ram will be able to gain a great deal of that much needed space back and increase performance by slowly reducing the ‘pagefile’ or disk cache, or even eliminating it.

Pagefile is utilized by your system even when it is not needed. By shutting it off, you are forcing the sytem to use your RAM to its full potential.

Should you elect to reduce, a common belief is that the pagefile should be 1.5 times the total amount of your ram and the minimum and maximum should both be the same if your sure no more will be required. This will prevent excessive disk activity at times when it is required for the pagefile to expand.

Reducing your pagefile size by too much will severely slow and cripple your system as it cannot create a large enough disk cache for the job at hand, thus resulting in a great deal more disk activity and slower system.

1. Go to Control Panel/System/Advanced System Settings/Performance Settings/Advanced/Change;
2. Make note and write down the present system managed pagefile size;
3. Disable the ‘automatic’ or ‘system managed’ size;
4. Slowly and carefully reduce your pagefile over a period of time by creating a custom size; and
5. If you find your RAM use remains on the low end of the pole after some careful monitoring, just turn it off completely and enjoy.

Clean System Restore and Eliminate Shadow Copies

If, after careful consideration, you elected to leave System Restore on and pass on Tip #15, there is another great little trick to save space. It is common for new users to write the forums stating that their disk space is dissappearing and they don’t know why. By default, System Restore will save a copy of your current desktop on regularly scheduled intervals, whenever something new is installed and also if an error or update occurs with the system. The results in alot of GB of needless backups remaining for no reason. Also, shadow copies of programs are created on expansion after installation, many of which remain their needlessly.

To get there:

Start/Computer/Right Click On ‘C’/Disk CleanUp/More Options/System Restore and Shadow Copies/Clean Up

Delete Unnecessary Files and Directories

After installation of the Vista environment either by Microsoft or the manufacturer, there are several files that are large in size and left after the fact that simply are not needed. I will detail a few below but please, as always, tread carefully. I would always advise to make a backup of the files and directories your about to delete…just in case.

Remove Dell Driver disks [applied for Dell's only]

There are a large number of driver files that are left on the system needlessly after installation.

They are located at C:/Dell and are all located within a ‘drivers’ folder. To simplify and warn you regarding a folder concurrently, you may delete all the folders within the Dell folder except ‘MediaDirect’. Lets just leave MediaDirect as it involves a separate environment we use outside of Vista.

Remove Software Distribution Files

They can be found at C:\Windows\SoftwareDistribution\ and are created after Vista and Vista update installation. They consist of the expanded files before file execution and are no longer needed after it has been completed by Vista.

Windows will not allow you to delete ReportingEvents.log and EventCache as they are in use, but you can delete everything else in there safely.

Remove MS Office MSOCache File

You will need to enable hidden folders to see this file. It is found at C:\MSOCache and is created through the installation of Microsoft Office. If you have the disk set, it is of no use as it is never used except for certain user requested Office updates. It is not advised that you remove this if you haven’t got the original diskset, however.

Here is an article from Microsoft on why it exists and how to remove the MSOCache.

Good Luck!

Lil’ Wayne is The Lamest Rapper Alive

I don’t understand why most people adore, love, ride Lil’ Wayne so much. For one I think it’s because they think his beats are “hot”. Two, I think it’s because he say things in his songs that no one would think of. Of course because they don’t make sense; he’s an idiot. Then we got these broads who think he’s “hubby”. Listen, he don’t even know you’re breathing. He’s too high on weed and syrup to even care for the fans. He’s too busy being confused on which gang he belongs to; is it blood or is it crip? I sat and tried to find at least a good solid 100-200 lines in his music that actually made sense. & I only found 3 out of every other song. I thought music is suppose to have meanings to it; structure. What happened rap music? This “I’m the best rapper alive” crap, got people thinking he really is. Then we got the fans that ride him so hard, the people that don’t like him are considered “haters”. Okay, people with common sense don’t have to like him. How do you find someone who life span is shortening cause of his drug habit and other problems appealing? Oh that’s right because everyone wants to be “hood” or a “thug”. Everyone want to follow their “role-models”. Yea okay go a head and follow him and see where it get you.

I guess though this is what the public wants. This is the reason why I don’t like rap hip/hop music. Its garbage. Another shame is that people are actually getting shot because they don’t like Lil’ Wayne as much as the next person does. What is with these people taking up for someone who don’t even know they exist? They get mad as if you sat there and slapped the living, space monkey, cowboy mess out of their mother if you talk about Wayne in bad way. All you bandwagon riders can call me all the haters in the world. I’ll be that since your definition of a “hater” is misconstrued anyway. People use that word cause they don’t know how to defend their reasoning to why they like someone like Lil’ Wayne. Its not even about that picture of him and Baby kissing. Its not even about Lil’ Wayne calling Baby his daddy, when he’s not. Its not even about that “Weezy F. Baby”. Its about his tremendously terrible lyrics. I guess people don’t understand what good music is. Just give him a good beat and he goes platinum. Sadness. I don’t know when it will end or when he will end, but damn this terrible music has got to stop.

Latest update – [3/2/2009]

Just cause you’re a dick riding fan of his doesn’t mean that everyone else has to be. If you like him, I couldn’t care the fuck less. You really should care the fuck less if I don’t like him but you feel that you should. You’re only making yourself look sad. Why get mad at me and take up for someone who don’t even know you exist? Probably will never meet Lil’ Lame a day in your life but yet you’re getting upset cause I don’t like him. He’s garbage and that’s how I feel and ain’t shit you can do about it. Whats messed up, I know more about him than y’all do and y’all are supposed to be “fans”, especially with these idiotic comments I’ve been getting.

So what he still making money regardless of who don’t like him, that has nothing to do with what I think he is.  There is no amount of money that he can make that will make me like his music. I hate it when you idiots with a no better rebuttal say that or that I’m “hating“. The hell I am. Hip-Hop is truly dead, him, Soulja Boy, Plies, Gucci Mane, and a few others  are the ones who killed it. If you think that because you like him and someone else doesn’t is an insult then there’s nothing you can really do about it honestly, not like you can change their minds on what they like in music. People have preferences and if you can’t understand that, then you need to go jump in a big black plastic bag and practice suffocating.

If he’s the best rapper alive, then everyone else must be dead.

A Hood-rat

It was like 23 definitions of this word, but not one of them hit the nail on the head. Yea basically a hood-rat is a female who sleeps with everyone in the hood. I think it’s a little deeper than that though, way much deeper than that.

A hood-rat in my opinion has more jobs than your average ho’. See a ho’ is a female who sleeps with everyone in the hood on multiple occasions. Anyway, a hood-rat in my opinion is more complicated, more dependent on the average hood thug, more wanting, more needy. A hood-rat is not just looking out for herself, she looking out for her fellow hood-rat friends. If she get some “cut” her friends got to too. She drains the dude out of sex, money, time & energy. Hood-rats run in packs most of the time. They’re loud and obnoxious, but get this, they are only loud when they are in a group. When they are by themselves, they quiet as hell. Oh but when they with they “clique” they loud thinking others around them is looking at them. If we are, we looking to see where the noise is coming from.

Hood-rats can be very scary too, they talk shit, but can’t back it up. That’s were the gutter-rats come in, [the hood-rat's bodyguards]. They’ll do shit that the hood-rat scared to do. Hood-rats always got to have a backup plan or someone to hide behind when shit hit the fan. Hood-rats 9-10 have no education, communication skills is on a minus scale, every other word or sentence theirs a curse word next to it, the only time they look presentable is when someone ask them out to a party, but even then they have a scarf wrapped around their heads, when they on the cell phone, the person that’s on the phone is competing with the other to see who can talk the loudest.

They are though quick to jump other people cause they’re too much of a coward not to. They tend to have babies at the fresh year of 14 and they’re quick to say all men are dogs cause they laid up with a dead beat. That’s none of our problems [the females with a good head on their shoulders].  They are really quick about this invisible “hater” shit they really swear they have all these “haters” when they don’t. The only haters they have is themselves. Its sad to seem them at times because they are a product to their environment and I can’t just blame all of this on them and the family, the peers and their role models. Wait…yes I can.

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Black females, why are you so DAMN hostile?

I can only speak for my part of my nationality since that’s all I’m around lately is African American women. I always wonder, why are most of them  so damn hostile? & For no damn reason too, they’re so quick to try and down the next female or pretend they have all these haters, when people with common sense know they don’t exist. They always worrying about what the next broad is doing, instead of trying to worry about the next broad, they need to worry about themselves. Its a lot of them that don’t know that they’re hostile because of who they are and how they were raised, that can play some part in it. But I know they have a brain and can think on their own.

Why they feel they should fight every 5 seconds I have no clue, half the time its over something petty like a male counterpart. My question is this, how many are there running around Earth? You’re fighting over this fool, for what? They don’t realize how idiotic they look until they got one foot in the grave and one foot out. Before I get crazy, illiterate broads that can only comprehend words they can recognize such as; broad, hostile, fighting, crazy, females and think I’m talking about every single African American female… I had to mention this in another one of my blogs

IF IT DOESN’T APPLY TO YOU, AND EVEN IF IT DOES DON’T GET MAD AT ME. I DIDN’T MAKE YOU READ THIS BLOG!

The ones that are the worse are the hood-rats that hang in packs or “cliques”, they are loud and obnoxious. What gets me is that they’re loud in a group but quiet as a mouse when they’re alone, I mean I don’t know if that’s for show for their “Girlfriends” or if they are scared to actually be themselves. Most of them can’t even go to a club or anywhere without a pack of them talking about a girl looking at them funny, or they got to find something wrong with what the chick has on. They look to start shit, no one isn’t worrying or thinking about them half of the time.

Lets not get on them in relationships. If I had a dime every time I heard “nigga‘s ain’t shit”. I would be richer than Bill Gates. Majority of the time they are the reason why they’re hurt in a relationship. They are half of the time the reason why they get treated like shit in relationships. They are most of the time why they get knocked up and the dude end up running for the hills away from them in a relationship. They are most of the time why men want to slap the cowboy shit out of them.

They bring so much on themselves but when they’re “hurt” they looking for the same guys, they gold-dug, or dissed cause they wanted the “thug” instead of the smart guy. They are the reason why men treat all women or think all women are the same. They are the reason why they can’t keep a decent man because they push the decent ones away cause they don’t know what they have til’ its gone. Half the time they find these decent men and when they start treating them like the Queen’s they are, they treat them like shit, resulting in the man leaving the ole sorry ass broad. Which in turn can cause that guy to turn into a bitter man. Honestly, A quick comment on that, all these men who feel they need to cry and moan and do all that bashing towards women and they can’t seem to find a classy girl instead of a “ho’”, I suggest they turn gay or some shit. They need to break the cycle of “bitches” they are in, watching all that television and listening to them rap lyrics aren’t going to make a classy girl come their way.

Anyway, I to this day don’t understand why half these broads are so damn hostile, like everyone is supposed to fear them and move out the way when they come through. I rather be respected than feared. Cause in reality, if they respect you, they understand you, and some will even fear you cause they won’t know what you’re capable of. But these broads who can’t bust a grape in a fruit fight are the first ones to say some shit but the last ones to back the shit up. They’ll hide behind their “clique” and pray that one of the broads can fight.  I guess this is one of those questions that is best left unanswered. I mean, its the ones that live in the rural, urban, project, ghetto, areas. I was raised in the ghetto but you can’t name not one person that can say I acted like anything I mentioned in this thread. Once again, if you’ve read this far and its hurting you, get mad, those aren’t my intentions but I can’t stop you from feeling what you’re feeling, that just means its true.

This thing with best friends either sleeping with their best friend dude or cousin or whatever behind their back is pointless. How you gone be a best friend and how a man gone be a boyfriend if he just gone be a dog and cheat on the other girl with the girls best friend? Mind as well not commit to a relationship or a friendship if that’s the case. See, I never had that problem either, I barely hung around ANYONE. I didn’t have to worry about my best friend stealing my boyfriend, they all dudes for one, & For two, even if they weren’t dudes, I wouldn’t bring him around my best friends if I knew they like to steal boyfriends. Shit being who I am I’m not going to hang around no broads like that no way, like I said before, broads put themselves in slumps because they’re blind and ignorant, aggressive and arrogant. Sit down and SDFU sometimes damn, I mean I’m no SAINT but shit, I learn from mistakes way before I make them. I can honestly say and be happy that all these broads going though, went through, been through, I haven’t witnessed any of that personally. I haven’t had not one experience of anything I mentioned, & It’s going to stay that way.

So if anyone can tell me why broads are so hostile so much and all the time, feel free to comment this blog only. Broads if you have an excuse to why you’re so moody and hostile all the time, please keep that “its the time of the month crap” cause it’s my time of the Month and I’m happy, content, and comfortable as hell. I don’t even get cramps or any other symptoms for that matter. That maybe why but even so, I don’t have to have symptoms around the time of the month to be moody. Anyway, chalk it, that’s played out blaming your 365/24-7 hostility on a monthly cycle. Kick that crap to the curb dude. Once again, if it hurt you then it applies to you, if you reply to this blog because it has hurt you, then you’ll be the prime example of what the fuck I mean.

Women & ‘Bitch’

Most of these females that find it okay to call themselves bitches is the reason why men find it okay to call females bitches.

What’s so funny about that, when a female friend calls one of their other female friends a bitch they are okay with it; but don’t let a man call her a bitch and she’s ready to pop them acrylic, ass nails off and pull her weave out and fight him. Why is that? No one will ever know.

Females with no class, no morals and watches too much BET calls themselves “ladies” or “classy”. When they call themselves “the baddest bitch”, [Ain't shit bad about a "bitch" with no education, no class, no morals, and no reasonable goals]. There are women though who don’t get mad when a man calls her a bitch, she loves it and welcomes it and adds onto it, “that’s MRS. bitch to you.” [My questions to that is, whose the Mr.?] or “that’s right, I’m a good one though” or  “yea, I’m the baddest bitch, get it right”. I don’t understand, its again the African American women who says these things then in the same breath calls themselves classy ladies. No that’s not the true definition of a classy lady. Let me help some of you females out with that,

Classy

Informal of high class, rank, or grade; stylish; admirably smart; elegant.

Lady

  1. A well-mannered and considerate woman with high standards of proper behavior.
    1. A woman regarded as proper and virtuous.
    2. A well-behaved young girl.

Well, you “bitches” think you’re a “lady” when you call yourselves “bitches”? Ha! Yea okay y’all some “ladies” and I’m the pope. & whats with this “I’m such a fucking lady” mess? Its obvious I don’t watch enough tv [sarcasm]. These “ladies” don’t know the proper etiquette or the definition of a “lady” but they can call themselves “bitches” and know exactly what they mean by it. Lets put it this way, you “bitches” are giving other women a bad name. You’re making these men delusional where they think we all liked to be called such derogatory things.

Its the media, the self-esteem, the family, the media. Its sad though because its the same people who rap/sing about stopping the violence and stop teen pregnancy. They’re some hypocrites if I ever seen any. How you gone talk about “smacking a bitch on the ass” in one song and say “we got to stop the violence” in another? They’re either dumb or they was made to do that. Some of y’all need to wake up that’s mostly the reason why half these teens are pregnant, not being a leader but a follower.

Around the area where I used to stay [I'm out the "hood" now]; it was a trend to have multiple babies and have numerous baby daddies. I’ve heard the only reason why for this is so they can keep the money flowing and so that they don’t have to work. These the same men that call them bitches but now its like they have a reason to now. That’s their own fault though, shouldn’t of knocked the “bitch” up. Anyway, they get these abusive ass men, they allow them to call them bitches to the point where they find it okay. Just cause they can’t keep a man in their lives, they take what they can get. These “bitches” have no back bone. & these “bitches” are stupid beyond recognition. They hate using their own heads.


The Day I’ve had

The day I’ve had, it was okay until I went home after coming from Ced’s house. I’m there for like a few hours or so until I get hungry and go to the corner store for hot pockets. I came back and heated them up and all the while I’m waiting on them, my grandmother asks me “how’s the walls in the front room?” I tell her, “I told you they were fine.” Well, when they fix the house up I’m going to have to rent out the attic. Mind you that’s where I stay. Then she says, “you gone have to move onto the next floor. then I say “who is moving out?” then she says, “nobody”. Then I say “then how am I going to move on the second floor?” she says “one of them gone have to move down here.” So I’m like what the fuck??” If they got to move downstairs in order for me to move onto the second floor, then why don’t she just rent out the second floor? Why I’m always the one who goes through the most shit? So she says “I thought you were moving out any way, I already kicked you out, I’m wondering why you’re still here.” So I’m standing there pissed than a bitch, I take my food upstairs and go in my room. No longer than 15 minutes go by and the police is knocking on my attic door telling me that I’m disruptive and refuses to leave. So I’m more pissed now then they get to saying “do we have to handcuff you ma’am?” So I’m like, “she didn’t say anything like that when I was downstairs, she could of gave me the heads up if she was going to be a bitch!” She yells, then I tell her to SDFU and go eat a birds nest. & Then I tell the cops the whole thing and they allowed me to get some of my things and they drove me to Ced’s house. So basically, my family isn’t family, they’re like enemies. Mind them, I’m disabled I have a bad back and a lot of other things. Here my brother is 28 yrs old and he stays in the basement and he don’t get the boot? Her retort to that is… “he gives money.Bitch do you realize I would too if I was abled? Me sitting down right now hurts more than standing up, in a few minutes I’m gone have to get up from here and take a break. She needs Jesus with her ole evil ass. She has no right to treat me this and she’s going to reap what she sow, she’s been like this to me since day one. Well the old bag can kick rocks.

I feel like I’m adopted anyway.

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